[Humpty Dumpty]

This can easily be triggering. It talks about self-harm.

Possible trigger:

So I started cutting again about a week ago. In abou a week I ran out of room on both my arms (upper & lower). So now I have moved on to my legs and chest. It's rather pathetic that I've done that much damage to my body. There are times I want to stop but they don't last long. No wonder I always want to die. Someone as pathetic as me doesn't deserve to live.

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by Humpty Dumpty

This can easily be triggering. It talks about self-harm.

Possible trigger:

So I started cutting again about a week ago. In abou a week I ran out of room on both my arms (upper & lower). So now I have moved on to my legs and chest. It's rather pathetic that I've done that much damage to my body. There are times I want to stop but they don't last long. No wonder I always want to die. Someone as pathetic as me doesn't deserve to live.

I don't understand why you are harming yourself....I don't understand why you see yourself as pathetic....please help me to understand..

I don't think you are pathetic, just struggling to cope. That doesn't automatically mean pathetic

((((((((Humpty Dumpty)))))))))

[Virneto]

I Could hug you right now!!

Hope you find other reasons.. Good reasons to lead you to good and fulfilling moments.

[Fuzzybear]

[Fuzzybear]

Btw I don't think you are pathetic at all (even if you are struggling to "cope" whatever that means )
Wish I had something more useful to say...I'd be a hypocrite if I said something like "it gets better"

((((hugs)))) you're not pathetic at all

[campervanman]

Hi Humpty dumpty.

I disagree with your self-analysis of being Pathetic! `YOU` and like the rest of us need answers` and reassurances' on `WHY` this is happening and also to try and be somewhat happy! For God only knows` `WE ALL` deserve to be content with ourselves`.

Take care..........

[Humpty Dumpty]

Originally Posted by little turtle

I don't understand why you are harming yourself....I don't understand why you see yourself as pathetic....please help me to understand..

Turtle I don't understand why I'm hurting myself either. It's just a release I guess. The fact that I've done so much damage to my body & I don't stop is what makes me so pathetic. If it were one little "injury" here or there it would be different, but it's not. It's all over both my arms and since I don't have any space left rather than quitting or at least taking a break I move on to my chest & legs. How before I run out of space there? What will I do then? The fact that I don't know these answers is what makes me pathetic. I'm slowly losing more control over my body.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((( Humpty Dumpty )))))))))

I wish for all of us, we could find peace - I admit, for myself I'm not optimistic

It sucks when all the tools, tricks to deal with intolerable mental pain, doctors etc have all failed us

As somebody else said you have a "strong voice" on here. I appreciate your support to me and others

[Unrigged64072835]

Sorry to hear that you are in such pain.

[MtnTime2896]

"Pathetic" or not, you're a good friend and I wish you weren't in pain like this. A "pathetic" person couldn't have helped me like you have several long and difficult nights. Thank you for that, by the way.

[Humpty Dumpty]

Originally Posted by Só leigheas

"Pathetic" or not, you're a good friend and I wish you weren't in pain like this. A "pathetic" person couldn't have helped me like you have several long and difficult nights. Thank you for that, by the way.

I'm glad I was able to help. I didn't think I was able to do much.

[MtnTime2896]

Originally Posted by Humpty Dumpty

I'm glad I was able to help. I didn't think I was able to do much.

Let's just say, I was planning on doing something really final, and you distracted me and helped me out of it. I can talk more about it through PM, if you'd like. Just know that you helped me when no one else could or cared to.