[Harleyjem]

Its my first time posting in one of these forums. Despite battling these feelings for years I just didn't think this would help but I'm giving it a go. I never really understood why I had depression, I'm at university, I have a lot of friends, a lot of support if I need it, but I can't help feeling this overwhelming feeling of loneliness. I'm always scared of feeling any weakness because I feel like the depression will come back completely and take over, and this year is too important to let that happen. If I tell anybody I know, it'll become more real and I won't be able to control it. I hope I'm making sense, it's like if I sit down for a minute and take in everything I feel, like the loneliness and the hopelessness about keeping up with my studies, everything will be ruined. I suppose I'm just looking for some advice and support from people who don't feel obligated to help me. That's it really, thank you.

[jellyfishpng]

hi! welcome to the forum. i've only been here for a few days but it's a wonderful place to get help and have your questions answered by people who truly understand.

i really relate to what you said. objectively, there's nothing wrong with my life. i have a support structure and i go to school and everything should be fine, but depression doesn't care about that.

even though i have a hard time with this myself, just know that supportive resources are there for you, and if you feel like you might need them, it's always worth a shot. going to a doctor or therapist could change your life for the better.

i hope everything gets better for you.

[Harleyjem]

Hi, thank you for welcoming me! You're right really, no matter what point in my life I'm at its like its always there, the only difference is that I've taught myself to suppress it. Usually I'll distract myself by talking to somebody but neither my mum or my best friend are answering their phones Every time I've gone to a doctor in the past, they've either offered me medication, which I don't want to resort to, or offered me a group therapy session that I don't have time to attend. I wish there was some kind of quick fix but I appreciate your support, thank you, and I hope everything gets better for you too

[Skeezyks]

Hello Harleyjem: Since this is your first post here on PC... welcome to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. There are many knowledgeable & caring members here. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!