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Old Dec 09, 2016, 12:51 AM
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I just wanted to vent my feelings a bit. I haven't been feeling well for a while now, but today I've been especially numb. I just feel so down. I can't think straight, I'm not productive anymore, I just can't seem to function. I just wish I could get out of this mess, but a part of me feels like I deserve it. Since when did performing a half of a day's work and remembering to eat lunch feel like an achievement? Why do I feel like I've done something significant if all I've done is wash a pot? I've become so inactive that going about a normal days work feels like above average work.
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Old Dec 09, 2016, 06:29 AM
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Old Dec 09, 2016, 10:55 AM
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Old Dec 09, 2016, 11:23 AM
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Since when did performing a half of a day's work and remembering to eat lunch feel like an achievement?

Why do I feel like I've done something significant if all I've done is wash a pot?

I've become so inactive that going about a normal days work feels like above average work.
Well said! Such is depressed "existence."
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Old Dec 09, 2016, 01:09 PM
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Old Dec 09, 2016, 07:18 PM
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Sorry you're struggling. I was in your shoes just recently and it landed me in the hospital. I hope things get better soon for you.
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Old Dec 09, 2016, 08:59 PM
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Hello everyone,

I just wanted to vent my feelings a bit. I haven't been feeling well for a while now, but today I've been especially numb. I just feel so down. I can't think straight, I'm not productive anymore, I just can't seem to function. I just wish I could get out of this mess, but a part of me feels like I deserve it. Since when did performing a half of a day's work and remembering to eat lunch feel like an achievement? Why do I feel like I've done something significant if all I've done is wash a pot? I've become so inactive that going about a normal days work feels like above average work.
BrownHat, I know how you feel. Most days for me lately it's hard to get myself to do anything. I think you should give yourself credit for washing that pot. To me that sounds like a big accomplishment. Take care.
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