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I'm there with you today dear biiv. And I couldn't say it better than purplesecrets did. Love to you and be kind and sweet to you
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thanks purple. its weird. i did what you advised just before i read this. took a shower and got dressed. made some food and a cup of tea and ive had uplifting music on all day. even washed like 2 dishes. im going to try to get out of the house.
i so appreciate the support and caring. i am so lucky to have found this place.

i wish there was someone here who could just hold me and let me cry. i hate that i have to wait a whole week to see T again. even though she would never hug me. e-hugs are a nice alternative though so thank you.
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((((((((((biiv))))))))) you can cry on our shoulders anytime. it's ok. that's what we're here for, to give each other support. i know exactly what you're struggling with, since i struggle in similar ways. be gentle to yourself. we totally understand. anything you wish to talk about, post away, and we're here to listen.... always.

thanks wickedwings. i feel a little better after getting out to the park for a bit. have to go to my scary aunt's house for dinner soon though and am dreading it. why cant i just live in PC and forget about the real world?

biiv, i know what you mean about forgetting doing the 3d world and just living in pc. i know. ((((((((((((hugs))))))))))) = giving you warm thoughts and feelings, hopefully this will help you through dinner at your scary aunt's house.....

thanks. dinner was actually ok though i was so anxious beforehand that i got so nauseous i got dizzy. bleugh. a couple of glasses of wine have helped but im still depressed as hell. trying to hold on to all the good people here.
thanks again.