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Old Dec 25, 2016, 05:14 AM
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I am really struggling with christmas memories today

everywhere I turn, everything I do has a memory attached to it

and i'm all on my own

my christmas is sitting in front of disney's the lion king munching on candy

I want it to end now, please
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 06:06 AM
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I'm so sorry. I know what you mean by everywhere you see memories attached, though mine have been really negative. The positive leaves a bittersweet taste in my mouth.

It'll be over soon. It always ends. Then we get to rest a year and repeat the process, but it always ends. Look forward to the stroke of midnight. Don't know how much longer I'll be awake, should've went to bed hours ago as I have to "be awake" and on the go in three or four hours. However, I can't sleep too well right now. You're welcome to PM me or just converse here on the thread.
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 10:48 AM
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Try something new.
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I rescued a kitten. Was going to put her up for adoption. Then decided to adopt her as a gift to myself.
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 03:28 PM
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I am on my own also. I did spend time with my sister on Christmas Eve but I have been battling migraines and chose not to go to her house today. Nothing against her, just in too much pain. Do something special for yourself today, maybe read or watch a funny movie. I do crafts and that helps a little.
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 05:13 PM
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I'm sorry to hear that. That helps me to do something completely different. I cleaned my home today. Yes, I did cleaning on the day of Christmas. My home is perfectly clean right now, and I actually feel a little bit better.

I'm not a Christian, so I don't care that I don't celebrate Christmas, but that makes my anxiety worse that things are different around me - extremely quiet, empty road, no school, not work... Better to keep ourselves busy for something. Anxiety/depression/fear love silence.

I will go to bed early with sleeping pill tonight, and Christmas will be over tomorrow. We can survive it.

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Old Dec 25, 2016, 05:59 PM
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I hope the messages of support from all your friends here at PC helps.
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Old Dec 26, 2016, 05:23 AM
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I hope the messages of support from all your friends here at PC helps.


they really do

I love you all

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Old Dec 26, 2016, 05:25 AM
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I'm sorry to hear that. That helps me to do something completely different. I cleaned my home today. Yes, I did cleaning on the day of Christmas. My home is perfectly clean right now, and I actually feel a little bit better.

I'm not a Christian, so I don't care that I don't celebrate Christmas, but that makes my anxiety worse that things are different around me - extremely quiet, empty road, no school, not work... Better to keep ourselves busy for something. Anxiety/depression/fear love silence.

I will go to bed early with sleeping pill tonight, and Christmas will be over tomorrow. We can survive it.



thanks for your response.

yesterday passed by in a sort of haze (it was all so depressing, some stuff you just never get used to), I posted a thread about it

just so glad it's over for another year.

going to try and enjoy these few days before the dreaded new year
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