What is your take on the next step?

So I have been on Abilify and Wellbutrin for months now with much success, but these past few days, including some hardships have dampened the mood, but nowhere near the same thing when I don't take medicine. I mention this for a reason -- the negative thoughts and feels have come back that abilify has helped keep away and help me feel like a normal human again..
Thoughts related to suicide, or acting "just like your siblings" in mental illnesses. I am not diagnosed schizophrenic, but I am too afraid to tell my doctor about these symptoms. I have no social support group and I feel trapped.

Sorry to hear you're having a rough time.

I think the fears we have are always worse than what the reality is. I say that to say that fearing to tell your psychiatrist something is a lot worse than what telling them would do. They have the tools to help you, but you gotta be willing to be open and honest with them. The next time you go, tell them everything (even about your fear o telling them).

In any case, I hope you get it sorted.

Sorry you're struggling so much!!!

I agree with Anxious Minds, often what we fear will happen is worse than what actually happens but either way, facing it earlier rather than later usually turns out better.

It's best to be honest, you may be reassured, but if your worst fears are true, knowing it will give you a better chance of coping or recovery.

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