[Fuzzybear]

There is another thread about what med saved your life...

For me, none... a good therapist would have helped me, not meds, with no therapy or even support

What keeps you hanging on (especially if you have no children, abusive family of origin, can't have pets, can't take meds..)

I wouldn't be surprised if this doesn't receive many replies.. (only because not many have this "stuff" to "deal" with..)

Not in one of my most positive moods, there isn't an answer, there's only one reason I'm here...

I feel like staying away from all doctors, paramedics for ever... I'm so sick of their incompetence - stupid old me would never say such ugly things when delivering a life altering and scary "diagnosis"

But so many of them simply don't give a ****

A vet would treat me better, that's for sure

[Fuzzybear]

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

[bornunderabadsign]

The only reason I'm here now is because I am needed. If it wasn't for people depending on me I would have no reason to stay at this point in time.

Honestly I don't know. For reasons out of my control I think...

[Sesiley]

Nobody is going to love you more than you..do what makes you happy...

Maybe try changing therapists?

Make some friends or new ones? Stay on the threads here..

I was the one that posted " what med saved your life" because I'm curious what med to try if I ever had to get back on them...

Hang in there ok?

[Rohag]

((((((( Fuzzybear )))))))

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

A vet would treat me better, that's for sure

I've sometimes thought similarly. Veterinarians have to be able to read their patients without words. That requires keen observational skills and heart.

What keeps me here?
I don't know.
I speculate it involves innate survival urges. I can see several "reasons" to survive, mostly for the sake of others and their feelings and well-being. But those reasons exist outside the grasp of my deadened emotions; I fail and keep on failing to develop an emotional investment in those reasons.

It is possible my conditions and the meds I take deaden my emotions.

[ABC1357]

I don't know why I'm here, but another day starts before I end everything. It's accidental, maybe.

[Humpty Dumpty]

I didn't come from an abusive family. I was never abused, physically or sexually, as a child by anyone. My parents have always been good to me. With that said it's not them that keeps me going. It's my wife. She is what keeps me going. Even though I feel she deserves better than me, I can't leave her with the debit of having to burry me as well as a house not she can't afford on her own. The best thing that could happen to me is I die in some "horrible" accident where she could sue and live comfortably the rest of her life.

[zijax]

meds have helped me. not all the time, but most of the time. sometimes i feel like stopping them. i want to see what im really like, who am i? my dr. cares about me and so does my t. im drinking again and enjoying it. i want to be free off all these lables