Its 8:49...I feel horrible,..Today I went to school doing what my T said ,...today is Thursday I'm only gonna think about Thursday. I then tried being a teenager for once. Acting like one is the first step. I saw a pretty girl yesterday I spoke today,..it went horrible,..she judged me from the get go labeling me a geek,......anyway aside from that I was socially crumbling as I saw everyone in socialzing and when I tried and smiled,...it was fake...I know now I"ll never have a lover will I?.....

I got on the bus and began crying no one saw me,...but it was so painful,...listening to my ipod and tears coming and sniffling now and again...I really am close to my last boiling point with life,..I'm tired of life...I'm tired of its hassles...I"m tired of nothing good coming...I'm just TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

With ya, Tucker

[skittles]

yes u will have love... that girl just didnt know something good when she shes it.... ur not a geek..... i think ur a cutie .... she was just stuck up and u dont want someone like that anyways... making friends can be hard.. just be ursrlf and any freinds worth havin will like u for who u r.... hang in there.....

[wickedwings]

(((((((moonkin)))))) i know how you feel. i'm with you - sinking with you.

[MyBestKids2]

(((((((moonkin)))))))

sending gentle kind thoughts



Dee

dustin........i promise you.....you'll have a lover and she will be the most beautiful girl in the world........

[stefano]

Well, ome one, it's a little too soon to say you'll never have a girl in your life... On my part, I am your same position towards women, and being 36 and I could say I will never get any

OK OK, sorry for the joke. But it's not really a joke, because I don't give up! Don't think that I don't understand your pain, I do.

By the way, don't exaggerate! Approaching a girl is the most difficult form of interpersonal contact possible... If you just hang around and don't look too self absorbed, that will be fine.

And them just a couple of cognitive bits: first, I'm pretty sure the girl didn't think what you think she thought, as the typical depressed, you yhink you can read others' mind, and you only read bad thinks. Second, even if she consider you a geek, that means nothing, because she couldn't evaluate you properly. You can't be rejected BEFORE you have been known fully.

Come on, keep going!

[drummergrl]

Hi Stefano!!!
Bet you get lots of comments with that name, don't you? DOOL? Ever watch that show? Probably not, it's a soap. Most men I know don't give those the time of day!!
Thank you for posting to my boy.........I've been working
with Dustin to try and get him to calm down Love will happen when it's supposed to. You can't hurry love.....it doesn't happen that way. It's the wrong kind if it does!! You
seem like the wise ole owl what with your philisophyical manner and comments. Is that you in the foto under your name? You look like a pdoc to me. Anyway, you are wise to tell him to keep going. The brass ring will come soon enough. Tell him to enjoy being a boy a bit longer....being grown up bites!!!!