[MenA]

I literally can't take this **** anymore. If I have to hear my daughter whine/cry for one more second or listen to my husband talk to me like I'm a ****ing dog I'm going to ****ing loose it.

My daughter just told me "I don't like you." She's 2.5. I've had to listen to my husband lecture me all night like I'm a ****ing child because I accidentally broke the washer machine. Like who reacts like that? I didn't realize how serious it is apparently.

I honestly want to just run away right now. No matter what it's always my fault. My husband can do no wrong and it's always me. I seriously don't know what to do anymore.

I want a divorce but my finances are so ****ed right now. I can't stand my husband any longer but I worry about my daughter.

I just don't know what to do. I'm so ****ing tired. And it's always ****ing something. I really hate him right now. Like who the **** are you to talk to me like that?! Sorry for cursing so much. I'm just really upset right now.

Someone talk me down and tell me I'm not crazy or alone. Thanks for reading.

[Hobbit House]

You are not alone. You don't deserve to be devalued like that. There are programs for people in abusive relationships and what you described is emotional abuse. Is there anyone you can call? Family? Crisis Hotline?

[MenA]

Originally Posted by Hobbit House

You are not alone. You don't deserve to be devalued like that. There are programs for people in abusive relationships and what you described is emotional abuse. Is there anyone you can call? Family? Crisis Hotline?

Thank you for your reply it really means a lot. Currently he is in the living room watching a movie with DD as she was crying hysterically for him in her room. She is supposed to be sleeping. I'm in our room now. I have my mother but our relationship is strained at best. I'm actually going out of town this weekend for work and can't wait to get away.

He doesn't feel like anything is his fault or that he is abusive. This past summer we were in family court for a different issue (apparently all because of me) and we agreed to work on things but alas here we are again. We'll probably continue to not speak to each other for a week like always. I can't go on like this but worried how I can get by financially without him. And what will happen to DD.

Thanks again for your reply.

[Fizzyo]

Sounds very like a friend of mine. She did get away in the end but it wasn't easy, however her children are happier away from him. (That doesn't mean I'm saying follow her though

I hope you find something that will help you. Try and find one of those organisations for people in abusive relationships, they can help you find options and support you whatever you feel is the most appropriate for you and your child