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Old Feb 14, 2017, 02:51 PM
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its not that i CANT live. i just dont WANT it.

its not that i dont want to live. i just NEED to die.

i can find reasons not to die, but i dont want them.

please, help me. the bad part of me is winning.
rationally saying I NEED TO DIE.

the good part of me needs to win instead. at least for my mom.

but i cant do it alone.

im so terribly hurting inside, i cant say how much and explain it.

it just hurts and eats me alive. day after day. minute after minute.

please, help
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Old Feb 14, 2017, 04:22 PM
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is there someone you can private message?
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Old Feb 14, 2017, 04:24 PM
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I don't know if there is anything I can say that will help. Just know people do care about your well being.
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Old Feb 14, 2017, 05:30 PM
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PLEASE call or go into a medical facility. Do you have a psychiatrist? You need to talk with someone, connect with someone IRL.
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Old Feb 14, 2017, 06:14 PM
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Seek help irl


Or is there someone you can private message
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Old Feb 14, 2017, 11:11 PM
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I second FuzzyBear, you need to seek help from a professional, or go to the hospital.
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Old Feb 15, 2017, 01:09 AM
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Hospital seems to be the consensus and I have to agree with it. If you don't want the bad part to win, get someone who's there and can help you fight them.

You can PM me, if you want. I'm only a cyber ghost, but I'll be here as much as I can be.
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Old Feb 15, 2017, 07:59 AM
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Hello,

What are the rational reasons of your bad part?
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Old Feb 15, 2017, 12:07 PM
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sinking, how are you doing?
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Old Feb 15, 2017, 12:35 PM
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Im hiding in bed all day.
Now im supposed to go to dinner with colleagues and im scared to death. I dont want to see anyone, talk with anyone...i'll take some anti-anxiety pills.
But i still want to die.rc
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Old Feb 15, 2017, 01:11 PM
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Hope you feel a little bit better.. please, seek for help as soon as you can. We want you to feel safe
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Old Feb 15, 2017, 07:50 PM
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I NEED to die. Please help
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Old Feb 16, 2017, 03:20 AM
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Please seek some help, talk to a friend or a trusted family member, go to your emergency department or your GP, please. I know it is difficult and there is no rhyme or reason as to why or when these periods hit but there are people here who understand and care and they are all saying the same thing: please seek some help. I hope you are improving and act to get better.
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Old Feb 16, 2017, 02:40 PM
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i have a T but its all confused and i dont know when we'll see again. or if
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Old Feb 16, 2017, 03:17 PM
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(((((sinking))))) I know how it feels. I hope you're doing better.
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