taking advantage of me

I've had a good week or two, but the last few days everything goes downhill again. I fall out with everyone, and I'm becoming even more alone. I just feel people are taking advantage of me for their own ends, no one ever does anything for me or helps me out. I'm just such an angry mess at the moment. Then I cancel social media accounts, people I text with and so on. I just cut ties all of a sudden.

It's like I can't control my emotions. I judge everyone around me, and everyone infuriates me.
I just want to leave this place.

When people let me down, I distance myself from them. If no one is left, so be it. I hope you have good memories with good people to hold onto.

I'm sorry for how you feel.

I have been feeling very much the same way. There are times when I feel like I'm the one who puts myself out for others. They are not going out of their way for me. But then, the others in my life may feel the same way about me. I realize that having friends and family is important and can make life worth living. But then it gets tiring in having to do all of the reaching out and having them not reciprocate.

I'm going through something similar.
I've been feeling that some past friends were using me to supply their ego, have someone to bring down at times, etc...
I cut ties with them, yet at times I feel I made a huge mistake doing that, since we had one of the greatest times.

So I feel you.