[20oney]

Do you ever go through stages where you just keep going down?

Like you think you can't take any more, you think that if one more thing happens, the. You'll completely lose your mind.. Then the next thing happens, you survive it, another thing happens, and more and more terrible things keep happening and you can feel yourself falling deeper and deeper into depression..

But you survive anyway.. despite every inch of your body wanting out, you survive.... Some days, I wish I would stop surviving.

[Aken]

I just recently did the same thing until I thought I was in hell. I just couldn't take anymore. I just wanted to die. But eventually I did have some better days. Right now I don't really know what is happening. I feel great one day and terrible the next. I wish I would just level out somewhere so that I could handle things a little better. I have been depressed since 1999 and have never had this 'flavor' of depression. But I don't know how but I always seem to survive.
Ken

[gayleggg]

I'm feeling the same way. The spiral down is rough. Most days I just wish I wouldn't wake up but keep hoping things will get better.

[Fuzzybear]