[lost_lonely]

I hate weekends with a passion. It's 8:04 on Sunday night, meaning it's almost over. Weekends have not been enjoyable for me for a while, I usually don't even leave my house Friday through Sunday. Although lately, even the weekdays suck for me, so I guess it's not such a big deal that's Sunday after all, is it?

Okay, so yeah, this post is pretty stupid. I can't think right tonight. I have a double migrane, and the voices are getting louder. So I'm a little out of it tonight, sorry.

[krzyk101]

((((((Lost_Lonley)))))

Your post is not Stupid at all. You are just voicing your frustration.

The weekends are difficult for me as well. Even though I do not work and am on Social Security Disabiliy, the weekends through me off. And the weekends one would think not working through the week for me would be the same as the weekdays but they are not.

During the week I have some sort of sense of my routine. I know when my stories come on TV, and the mailman comes the same time everyday, as well as different places I might call during the weekdays that are not open on the weekends.

Change of any type is very difficult for me, and the weekends are just enough of a change from the weekdays that it effects my mood. Though I struggle through the week at least I know those for sure things that go on during the week. I don't do much during the week, only on the weekends I feel more lost and bored or not knowing what to do next, kind of a state of confusion. Though soon Monday will be here. And the weekday stuff will begin again.

Take care and hope your migrane gets better soon.

Best Wishes-
~KRIS~

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!

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Like I keep telling you; you are not alone...whatever you are feeling is something that many people are either presently struggling with, or have been there.
I also hate weekends, but nights and weekends both are difficult for me as that is when I am the most alone.
You see, I have been alone my whole life--our family moved around so much when I was younger, and so I have no "lifelong friends" and am not close with my family either...I thought the world was over when my wife left me this final time. But there is hope for a better tomorrow.
You can do it; just hang in there, but while you're hanging on, I encourage you to find a womens clinic or a county hospital or something like that in your area; there are good people out there who would love to be able to help you.
Jon

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[lost_lonely]

I think that's what it is, or at least part of it: Routine.

Like you said, the weekdays may be empty and uneventful, (at least for me) but at least I know for sure what's going outside my dark little world, in the REAL world. Time never stops there, and neither do the people and places.

It almost feels like time completely stops on the weekend, like I'm just suspended in time. It is awful boring and lonely, and half the time I CAN'T figure out what to do.

But it's 11:20 now, so the weekday is practically upon us. Enough about the weekend, then, in that case. It will be Friday night again before we know it.

Different day, same old stuff, that's what I say.

((((((((((one more hug))))))))))))))

Thanks for letting me "voice my fustration."