I am just so tired

Tired of school, responsibilities, work, responsibilities, being an adult, my health... I'm sick of everything. I am just so tired. I just want to go to sleep for a zillion years, but I don't think that would even make me feel any better. I'd just still be tired.

Being stressed is a normal part of my life.
Being anxious is a normal part of my life.
Being depressed is a normal part of my life.

But when they all team up, I just really want to say $@#! it.

(((((((( Christina ))))))))
Want to nap in my cave?

Probably a few people on here can sympathize, myself included. Once one becomes mentally exhausted, it becomes rather simple to become physically tired as well-- and vise versa. Usually the stress of so many conflicting opinions will merely worsen the stress, but the people on this website always seem so kind and compassionate.

It is quite nice when someone actually listens to one's suffering for once, rather than simply yelling "get over it" like I often hear time and time again. For that reason, I quite like the people on here, even if I only visit often. This sight alone can be refreshing with its community.

Unfortunately, I cannot help you find resolve or the energy to manage, but just bear in mind that if you suffer, there are plenty of others to bear that pain with you. Even if your suffering may be different than the next man's, that suffering is something that everyone must confront to some degree or another.

My family told me today that they don't think I'll have much luck finding a job in my city because it's bilingual - and I am not. So I've been told that I should go back to school in September if I can't find a job by then... but I don't wanna. I just don't want to do anything anymore. I miss being a good member here. I miss being able to contribute. I miss being able to think I could make a difference and help others.