How low...

You're welcome.
I have only managed to say those words a couple of times out of desparation for help.. and generally got overlooked, ignored, or laughed at anyway. So if a person doesn't generally pay attention to you about it, I have found - they won't do it even when you are blunt.

It's a very sad fact..and I'm sorry you're having that problem.
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I relate....even in the psych ward I sometimes feel like I am a fraud. That no one there will understand me - that other patients have legitimate issues, I don't.

For me it was about two years ago. I have been suffering from depression and SA since i was a little girl and one sunday afternoon i overdosed on a certain not fda approved pill. I started texting my boyfriend apparently (I don't remember a thing) and the texts alarmed him, I was telling him goodbye and to leave what little money i have left to my neices and nephews and he called my family. He said i was so physically weak that when i tried to push them away as they were taking me to the car to go to the ER, it felt like a tap from an insect or something. Everyone knew after that and my whole life i thought i could keep it a secret. It's still hard for them to understand and i still don't talk about it much but i went on medication after that.

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