[Peanut61]

Had you on my mind... How are you doing?

What's going on with your medical issue?

Regards, Peanut

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[LadyDragus]

hvae not gotten an email from her lately either..
Oh ozzie have you heard from her lately ???????????????/

Maybe we should pm her and see if she will respond that way?????

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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better

[silver_queen]

She's still around, she's just a little withdrawing at the mo.

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RIP Dexter...
<font color=red>The best dog ever!!!</font color=red>

<font color=green>In the real dark night of the soul it is always three o'clock in the morning.</font color=green>
- F. Scott Fitzgerald

[gloria]

If you've been in touch with her, would you let her know how many of us care and are concern about her?

Tell her we love her and wish her well.

gab

[silver_queen]

In my last email I mentioned that a post has been written to her, but I don't know if she'll come on or not. She's kind of struggling a little now. At the moment she says she's taken a little "vacation" which I interpret as meaning, withdrawing from all kinds of contact, social as well as email. She's been going through a tough time recently. A lot of it is centred around that damned cathetar of hers. It causes so much trouble for her! It's come out, you see. We just have to hope that after her seclusion, she'll start socializing again, and not go the other way.

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RIP Dexter...
<font color=red>The best dog ever!!!</font color=red>

<font color=green>In the real dark night of the soul it is always three o'clock in the morning.</font color=green>
- F. Scott Fitzgerald

[hamstergirl]

It's not going well.
My bowels are going at a mile a minute. My bladder's not. I feel a little warm. If they put that miserable cathetar back in me, I shall be most.......upset, to put it mildly. If they don't put it back, I am stuck within these four walls forever.

And now Father Lindsay wants to see me. No! No! No! No! No! No! NO!

He wants to come tomorrow. No! NO! NO! NOT NOW, BLAST IT!

Why can't he just leave me alone? Why can't he and Doug just LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!

There is a thing more crippling than cerebral palsy: the prison of your own mind.

[Peanut61]

***Why can't he just leave me alone? Why can't he and Doug just LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!***

Because they CARE way too much about you to do that.

I vote for letting the nurse put the catheter back in, (Peanut scampers behind her couch to duck...)...

Very warmest regards, Peanutty

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[hamstergirl]

They are going to have a fight on their hands if they try. They'll need a form 1 to do it, because I'm not letting them hurt me any more.

Some people have to fight only their depression to survive, that's bad enough. People actually have to torture me physically to help me survive.

I am just so tired. This isn't right. This isn't fair. Haven't I been through enough? Don't I deserve to rest?

There is a thing more crippling than cerebral palsy: the prison of your own mind.

[Peanut61]

It totally is not fair, (((Hamstergirl))) = no question. But it IS, and that would be such a shame for you to not have your light out in the world.

You absolutely have a right to refuse the medical procedure; I doubt that force would be an issue, (now that you are of age, etc..).

I am continuing to send you positive energy and prayers, dear one.

Most fondly, Peanut

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[hamstergirl]

What if I'm mentally incompetant, then what? My life could be in jeopardy if they don't put that thing back in.

There is a thing more crippling than cerebral palsy: the prison of your own mind.

[hamstergirl]

Guys, I am going to hate myself in the morning for doing this, and every morning thereafter for the rest of my life for what I am about to do. My pain has been driving me nuts all night I have a headache and I feel massively sick.

I'm replacing the bloody cathethar and I'm calling 911 to do it, I feel like dirt. I will screw up my seating appointment at the Clinic, which would alleviate my pain.

Satan is deliberately trying to stop any attempts at my getting any respite from my pain.

Insert string of expletives here.

Tell Father Lindsay and Doug where I've gone. In case you're wondering, my vacation from the world was going to be permanent, as in removing myself from it. If my chair had been fully charged....bye bye Hamster.

There is a thing more crippling than cerebral palsy: the prison of your own mind.

[silver_queen]

Good luck.

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RIP Dexter...
<font color=red>The best dog ever!!!</font color=red>

<font color=green>In the real dark night of the soul it is always three o'clock in the morning.</font color=green>
- F. Scott Fitzgerald