[Rebel_in_need999]

My beautiful mind is flying away,bit by bit,every day.I can't make it stay,i'm just waving goodbye to it happily,without knowing why.Nothingness makes you feel good,makes you think there's something good waiting for you out there,when you got no motive to continue.But to much of it isn't good and that's all i got.I can't feel a thing,i cannot sleep,i can't read,only music,lonely music,can make me feel nostalgic for my life,only struggling day by day,to get everything in order,to keep it going.But how long can a man live without someone beside him,someone to give him hope,someone that he can trust.Nothing satisfies me.
Countless chances,all gone straight to hell.Need someone beside me,now that i fight the strongest
demons.When
all hope is lost,inside the darkness and sorrow,the only thing that can be heard is my cry for help,the desperation and anger can be heard,now that i'm alone,in a place where no one dares to go,in a world that no one cares,with only the cruel and heartless bastards surviving,when all the emotional people suffer,with the ones suffering most struggling.Some turn to religion,believing in a god that doesn't exist,hiding the truth from themselves,that they are alone in a cruel world and lonely world,very lonely world.And the only thing that i need now is someone that cares for me.But how can anyone be with a crazy and doublecursed person?I'm all alone now.

All alone.And where i am is cold,very cold.And dark.I want someone that will help me get out of this forsaken place.Help me,because i'm so afraid of the dark,

Help me...

[stefano]

Well man, I can relate quite a lot to your account. Moreover, I can't even believe that if I had someone beside me to love me that would save me. I'm afraid I'd just be demented by the fear of losing that someone.
Anyway, man, I can hear a lot of passion in your words, like one who did not give up yet. So keep on struggling!

The best of luck

[Rebel_in_need999]

Thanks for your supportive words,man.

[nowheretorun]

lonliness can make its own vacuum... cant be with you in person so I do the next best thing ... in spirit.. your tag line gave me a smile... to be well you must believe you can be well...