[Aardwolf]

I reached out to the only people I knew would understand. The last group.

It was a mistake. Now I am completely alone.

Let me drift away on the breeze into dust.

[str8uptruthandlove]

I have no advice but, you're not alone. I'm here, so are others. Please be kind to yourself.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by ACQPL

I reached out to the only people I knew would understand. The last group.

It was a mistake. Now I am completely alone.

Let me drift away on the breeze into dust.

You aren't alone. You have a lot of friends here. If you tell us what's going on maybe we can help.

[MtnTime2896]

((( ACQPL )))

I and many others here, are around for you. Whenever you need us.

Regardless, I'm sorry that this happened.

[Sunflower123]

I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. You're not alone. We're here for you. Do you have a good therapist to help you through this? I hope you feel better soon. If you want to talk, we're here. Thinking of you....

[Frankbtl]

Hi ACQPL

I am sorry you got such a negative reaction, but I'd say that the mistake was theirs in their not truely understanding, because if they did then maybe they would be more supportive
So please don't regret reaching out, reaching out can be a good thing and is definately a strength!! And kudos to you on doing that!!!
Do you think if you reached out again, you could help them understand more?? Just a thought.
But either way, you're not alone, you do still have here
Including so many people with so many different experiences and so many different aspects of understanding and so many people who care

Alison

[mountainstream]

[Fuzzybear]

I'm sorry this happened

For what it's worth, you aren't alone here

[subtle lights]

Sorry you had to go through that, it sounds painful. But you're not alone here

[Aardwolf]

Often I think i come across as ungrateful, which is the last thing I would want to do.

It's been a difficult few weeks to face the world. I feel completely isolated.

I could try reaching out again, but the fear of rejection is strong...

[June55]

Originally Posted by ACQPL

I reached out to the only people I knew would understand. The last group.

It was a mistake. Now I am completely alone.

Let me drift away on the breeze into dust.

I feel that way too sometimes. Alone in a crowded room.

Originally Posted by ACQPL

Often I think i come across as ungrateful, which is the last thing I would want to do.

It's been a difficult few weeks to face the world. I feel completely isolated.

I could try reaching out again, but the fear of rejection is strong...

I, for one, am willing to listen to you. Go ahead. B_i_t_c_h away. Cry. Scream. Lean on me for a while. Or others here. Cuz if the people here on this little isolated corner of the internet can't do that for each other then WTF are we all doing here??? But I'll warn you, at some point i may need to lean on you too.

[Frankbtl]

Hi ACQPL

I don't see anything you say as ungrateful, it's "just" telling it as it is, right?! And we want to know how it is for you, because we care

I am sorry it's been so hard for you
But you're never alone here, if you don't know what to say/haven't got the words/the inclination/the energy why not just drop by and say something like "Things are tough, can do with a hug", we're here for you and we're rooting for you........but just say whatever you want to say, no judgement here

And I guess it's about finding the right people IRL to reach out to really........maybe get a feel of how understanding they might be by starting off by saying just a little and see what their responses are like and then go from there...........of course some people are more understanding than others.........if some people aren't/haven't been "receptive" though, remember it's not about them rejecting you........it's wholy about them not being able to empthasise with what you're going through or not being able to "get with it", it's not about you at all, it's all about them

Alison