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"Even amidst fierce flames the golden lotus can be planted." INSCRIPTION ON SYLVIA PLATH'S HEADSTONE |
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What's wrong?? 😖(((Hugs)))
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I wish there was something I could say that would make this better for you. I am keeping you in my thoughts.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Those asking me what's wrong... My dad died
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"Even amidst fierce flames the golden lotus can be planted." INSCRIPTION ON SYLVIA PLATH'S HEADSTONE |
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Qwerty: you need some support and I'm not sure you'll get it from your alcoholic mother. Do you have a therapist or could you find a grief counselor to help you with you grief?
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the pain you must feel....
im sorry it must be surreal... wishing something i could do... something to help calm and soothe you... inside of us we feel the pain.... it hurts in more places than just the brain... crying waiting sitting outside in the rain... tears leaking scars reminding us of once blood stains... healing is painful in many ways... sometimes wishing we were dead many days... pushing onward we must face all the aches... even swimming in blood filled lakes... remembering those who brought us this far... their memories strength giving us a guiding star... always remembering who they are... their guidance will never be very far... im sorry... im sorry... he will never be very far from you... my beliefs are very mixed up... but one core belief i have is that within the universe no energy is ever lost... so as one passes on, energy is just moved over... to where? i've yet to figure it out... warm embraces... stay safe... know he is not far... the universe is not as big as they want us to believe in my opinion...
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I have no one except for a friend who lives out of state. I can't get a therapist right now, not with everything else that's going on. Talking never helped me anyway. but thank you.
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"Even amidst fierce flames the golden lotus can be planted." INSCRIPTION ON SYLVIA PLATH'S HEADSTONE |
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Oh Qwerty Cat I am sorry.
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Queen, I noticed we both live in Indiana.
I am just so numb. Then I cry like hell. Then I'm numb again. It's storming here...
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"Even amidst fierce flames the golden lotus can be planted." INSCRIPTION ON SYLVIA PLATH'S HEADSTONE |
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((((Qwerty cat))))
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" when the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long And you think that love is only For the lucky and the strong Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed That with the Suns love In the spring will Become the Rose. " Lyrics from The Rose. You are the seed beneath the winter snow but you will bloom when winter is over ![]()
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Thank you everybody... It's rough...
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"Even amidst fierce flames the golden lotus can be planted." INSCRIPTION ON SYLVIA PLATH'S HEADSTONE |
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I am available if need to pm me. (((Hugs))) |
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And the good are all dying young.
They try to assure, say the music still lives on but the music is soulless if the souls that made it are all gone. Something I wrote today after burning a CD of songs for my dad's funeral. Please don't use it.
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QWERTY...can you contact nearby hospice agencies? They may be able to help you with free or extremely low cost grief counseling even if your father wasn't in hospice. It would probably be short term but it might be enough to get through the shock and overwhelming emotional waves that can come early on in loss. Just an idea. In the meantime, keep posting here for support.
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That's really beautiful, Qwerty Cat. But what about the souls that hear it? I think we carry the music forward in our hearts, don't we?
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I am so sorry about the loss of your dad
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach |
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I only wish I were clever enough to put a tune to those words.
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"Even amidst fierce flames the golden lotus can be planted." INSCRIPTION ON SYLVIA PLATH'S HEADSTONE Last edited by Qwerty Cat; May 30, 2017 at 12:14 AM. |
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