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Old Jun 08, 2017, 11:32 PM
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Why do I get out of bed anymore? Why do I even allow myself to wake up?

I don't want to be alive, let alone conscious.

Why can't I just stay in a dreamless sleep?
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Old Jun 09, 2017, 04:22 AM
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Old Jun 09, 2017, 06:26 AM
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I'm sorry you are having a tough time. I understand. I've felt like you have. I'm here to lend my support and to say I'm available if you need to talk. I encourage you to keep in close contact with your therapist and pdoc. I hope you feel better soon. Thinking of you.
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Old Jun 09, 2017, 07:27 AM
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Why do I get out of bed anymore? Why do I even allow myself to wake up?

I don't want to be alive, let alone conscious.

Why can't I just stay in a dreamless sleep?
I was there a long time ago...it will probably change
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Old Jun 09, 2017, 09:48 AM
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Why do I get out of bed anymore? Why do I even allow myself to wake up?

I don't want to be alive, let alone conscious.

Why can't I just stay in a dreamless sleep?
I know what you mean. I went for about a year where I didn't get up until around 5pm or even later. But now things are much better.

Are you spending time with friends? For me, when I quit isolating, things got a lot better.

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Old Jun 09, 2017, 12:56 PM
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Old Jun 09, 2017, 08:35 PM
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I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I've been there many times. In fact, I'm kinda close right now. I truly hope things improve for you soon! I know it's difficult, but try to convince yourself there's a reason to go on because there is.
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Old Jun 10, 2017, 04:24 PM
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I KNOW EXACTLY HOW U FEEL
I feel same ...
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Old Jun 10, 2017, 10:49 PM
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I KNOW EXACTLY HOW U FEEL
I feel same ...
I'm sorry you do. However, welcome to PC. Maybe this place can be of some help as it has been for me.
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Old Jun 10, 2017, 10:50 PM
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I go through phases like that. It really sucks.
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