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Oct 01, 2007, 12:45 AM
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The first I have in "spades"...to the point that I don't breath correctly anymore...I have an MRI to prove it.
The second I don't have at all. Made two presentations this past week...Thur and Fri...both the same...words and slides. Thursday not too bad. Friday...horrendous!! I have posted about personal "value" before. I just can't find it in myself. Don't give me the love yourself lecture, please. Or the live my signature quote, please. I believe the signature quote, just don't live it very well. I can hand it out, I just can't live it. I always return feeling inferior to the rest of the world. No matter what I do in live, I always feel inferior. To the point that I have cancelled attending conferences and symposim...big ones that I really, really wanted to attend...cancelled because I just didn't feel I fit in anywhere. Fit In...I haven't felt that I fit in anywhere since I was a kid. An never fit in back then...never!
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It is only by following your deepest instinct that you can lead a rich life, and if you let your fear of consequence prevent you from following your deepest instinct, then your life will be safe, expedient and thin.-- Katharine Butler Hathaway |
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Oct 01, 2007, 12:59 AM
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Having one of those nights about "can't someone just stick me in a hospital somewhere and loose the key"...forever!!
Think I will go back downstairs and finish watching my saved episode of Damages.
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It is only by following your deepest instinct that you can lead a rich life, and if you let your fear of consequence prevent you from following your deepest instinct, then your life will be safe, expedient and thin.-- Katharine Butler Hathaway |
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Oct 01, 2007, 03:14 AM
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((((((((((((((( finestitcher )))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you are feeling this way. Sending healing thoughts and hugs your way. *Gentle Hugs* sabby |
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Oct 01, 2007, 06:40 AM
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(((((((((((( finestitcher ))))))))))))
No lectures from me! (  ) 
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Oct 01, 2007, 10:10 AM
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I'm sorry you're feeling so low at the moment (translation: days, weeks, years)
I can't/won't be give advice. Why is it always so easy to give advise but next to impossible to live it? Since I don't live it sure qualified to preach it. If you find one of those hospitals that throw away the key let me know. ((((((( finestitcher ))))))) 
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