Update

It has been a while since I written...i seem to gravitate more to type when I am having a bad time....i am proud to say that today is not one of those days...it has been a good few days...especially with my other half...with him at his end with the stressors hes been dealing with as well as this illness, he left...for one night, and he came back right after work...I knew the meds were working and i begged him to at least try and see that through with me..he has this far and that i could tell it would be a few more days..i realized that I should also write on my ""good days" so ill have something to reflect on in my lower moments...i just pray that I dont miss any...im trying to do my best to remember but with everything i have going on its hard to...(baby, new house, working on keeping relationship alive, caring for home)...ive tried alarms but i am not attached to my phone like most my age...anyone have any suggestions to help?

Honestly, it might just be the fact you are focusing on your family and happiness in life that is helping to improve things so don't focus too much on remembering to post here. Your family n your happiness are more important. Instead of depending on your posts to see how happy you have been, take notice of how long it's been since you felt the urge to post. You can keep a journal at home or on here if you want to, to keep a record of the "really happy or exciting moments", just don't feel pressured. Pressure can dampen your joy.

I am glad your husband is working with you. It helps a lot when you can feel like your relationship is a "team" rather than "two separate people together".