[RebbieDoll]

nobody likes me. im ugly as %#@&#! [ive been rated on a scale of 1-10: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, and mr. boogiewoogie man, so dont even try to argue that one]. my friends would rather hang out with each other than with me. im hideous. my parents dont trust me. my teachers dont like or trust me. im so ugly i cry when i look in the mirror. i cant do anything right. i cant get a job. no one cares if they had plans with me, they break them to hang out with other people. basically im a worthless, HIDEOUS piece of %#@&#! that no one wants around.

[Mouse_]

HI song's, Yeah its hard when your feeling like that. Hope it passes soon for you.

[pachyderm]

I like your hobbies -- especially the next-to-last one.

[Fuzzybear]

[Soidhonia]

Hello (((SONGS))). I am sorry that you are suffering to this degree. Do you have a therapist at this time that you can talk to about how you are feeling? I am concerned since you are obviously upset and need help refocusing your attention on the positive things that you can accomplish in your life. There are many options that you have to change the way you feel and turn the rejectionyou feel at this time into something positive. you can Join Groups, go to a Class such as Yoga, exercise or martial arts, or Church and try to be arround supportive people that care for you and Not Just your looks. You are missing the boat entirely if you succeed in feeling worthwhile because of something as superficial as looks, and you dont work on what matters in life such as sincerity, kindness, and competency. . I am very sorry that you have believed this deception to the point that it is haming you to this degree. I have to admit we have all been there needing to fit in by looking as people should have us look to their advantage, but what good is someone elses judgement you are being judged by someone elses self worth, and you are only being judged by looks alone.Ihope you feel better soon and things get better soon. Call a friend that you can trust and get out of the house for a while and try to get your mind on something POSITIVE for a while. Take care.Soidhonia .

[nowheretorun]

i hope if i give you a personal story you will find some inspiration... it is one i've enjoyed sharing with others before...

as a young man it was important to me to be popular. more specifically, i wanted to have many girls to date, a different one every week is how i felt. i looked around and it seemed some had it that way. since i didn't measure up it began to weigh me down...

you see, my father had never told me... a man is not measured by the number of his girlfriends... it didn't seem that many others in the circle were aware either and collectively our group self-esteem fell because of our mistaken belief...

i broke away from the crowd when i made this realization... i felt, believed that there had to be more to being a man... it must also be true for women...

so don't try to compete on unhealthy mileposts, all suffer in the end... a person should be measured, if measured at all, on thier accomplishments and abilities, not appearance. a person may be beautiful on the outside and ugly as sin within...

[stefano]

Well, you know, that is how depression works. Cognitive distortions are generated inside your brain. And you are led to consider them you objective opinions.
You may be ugly, but the worthiness of a person goes WAY beyond bauty or ugliness. The problem for you is to realize that your judgment right now is IMPAIRED by a disease. You should get help.

Take care

[ariesmars]

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nobody likes me. im ugly as %#@&#! [ive been rated on a scale of 1-10: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, and mr. boogiewoogie man, so dont even try to argue that one]. my friends would rather hang out with each other than with me. im hideous. my parents dont trust me. my teachers dont like or trust me. im so ugly i cry when i look in the mirror. i cant do anything right. i cant get a job. no one cares if they had plans with me, they break them to hang out with other people. basically im a worthless, HIDEOUS piece of %#@&#! that no one wants around.

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I feel the same way. Except I have no friends.