help me

heya my name is kisha i am very close 2 suicide can some helpm me? pls write back thanxs xx

kisha gooding rules!

Hi Kisha: Check this out, OK? <A target="_blank" HREF=http://www.suicidal.com>http://www.suicidal.com</A>

I hope we see you again soon here on the board!

Warmest regards, Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>

heya thanxs 4 that i have been on there b4 and nothing seems 2 help mayb u could help me in some way pls? write back kisha x

kisha gooding rules!

Kisha = Do you have a doctor? If you are feeling suicidal, and feeling like you may act on the suicidal thoughts/feelings, you need to talk to a professional person to help sort things out...

Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>

Well having lost some friends to suicide, one thing is, that you may not think anyone cares or people will get over it soon or something, it's not true. Something like that hurts everyone, even people that you would never think of. People care a whole lot more than they let you know sometimes, I don't know why they don't show it but it's there. Try talking to a friend who cares what you talk about just talk, or try and just get out run around the block a few times or something like that. Dunno if this helps at all.
Chippie

ummmm i aint trin 2 b funni but i dnt have any friends and thats one reason i am suicidal also i have no parents my mum dad amnd my older bro died in a car crash wen i was 2 years old! so that is another reason i am like this i have had been in 4 differnet foster homes and have had 7 different sets of foster parents! help me pls

kisha gooding rules!

You've had a lot of losses in your life it's clear.

What types of things do you think would help?

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>

ummm probs juts ppl tlkin 2 me! i have no friends because i am a goth and i am not wat the call perfect if u gte wat i mean? i just need nice ppl 2 tlk 2! write back kisha x

kisha gooding rules!

Are there specific issues/problems going on right now that are causing you to feel so bad?

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>

Bearhugs from me if ok ...

Hugs,
Fuzzy

Hi Kisha -- I notice you haven't posted since this morning, and I'm concerned about you. I have been where you are and can be there again in a heartbeat. Ca you share again and tell what's going on with you now?

i am seeingsome1 but it dnt seem 2 b helpin i had a long hard think last nite and i think i wanna do this i dnt wanna live in this pain no more i am loosing my mind help me pls ppl kisha x

kisha gooding rules!

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Joined: 29 Jan 2004
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Location: The Wired

I'm huddled up with my knees to my chest
Rocking back and forth to an unknown beat
I turned my back to the world today
To get over it, to admit defeat

I try then fail to lock feelings away
They keep on making me helpless and weak
The joy and pain of emotions are sweet
When the bloom of despair is not at its peak

I'm still drawn to your flame like a small silly moth
Atop my knees there is now my face
All your words mean something only to me
Everybody knows I'm a head hopeless case

All I want is to hide but I can't decide how
Crystal clear paths; yours, theirs, mine
I was probably meant to watch you all live
If I don't need to exist, fine

kisha gooding rules!

Kisha, you write well. I am sorry you are in pain and so loneley. Try something. Look around you and use your senses to get grounded. Hear the birds, the cars, the lawnmower etc, see the sky, the grass, the road etc, Smell the flowers, smog, etc. feel the texture of your chair, hair, clothes etc. And then read people's responses to you. You might feel more grounded and better able to absorb the comfort. Good luck.