[Ozisl]

So for the past month I've pretty much given up. I didn't pick up my meds until 2 weeks after I was supposed to (having run out of my spare reserves). Mostly been sleeping. A lot. The clozapine knocks you the hell out, but even beyond that, after waking up, I eat, go back to bed, get up and check computer things, go back to bed... Nothing holds my interests. I just want to sleep through it all. Not in a dramatic suicidal kind of way... just.. until something interesting happens.

The whole world is at my fingertips. Work is hard because it gets segmented between naps. I have plenty of recreational outlets available. After 10 minutes I just start getting supremely bored. When I am doing something, it is usually multitasking, like watching a show and working and posting and chatting. I am considering asking to go back on Adderall. Need to focus.

As of Saturday, my calendar is blissfully empty. It would be a nice point to go into hibernation. Come with me, spirit bear.

[nikon]

I can really relate, not with sleeping a lot but multitasking and not being able to hold focus, getting bored and wanting to zone out until something gets interesting. getting through work and college work is really tough when things are like this. sending thoughts your way. i just try to get stuff done in the little times when i can be productive but it's annoyingly difficult.

[Fuzzybear]