[yogurtssss]

I don't wanna get into too much detail on this.

I just want you guys to tell me what you think.


I think my depression is fake and god just did this to punish me.

thats it

Your depression isn't fake. God is not punishing you. Its hard not to believe the ideas we get in our heads sometimes, but that doesn't make them true.

[captaineo]

What ever you have the important thing is you fight it with positive thoughts, exercise and don’t let it develop

[Marla500]

depression can cause us to believe all kinds of inaccurate things like what you are experiencing now. it can feel like we are being punished, but you do not deserve to feel this way. we're here for you

[yogurtssss]

no i really believe that god hates me

i think this is karma

i think i deserve this

[Anxious Minds]

Why do you think God hates you?

[yogurtssss]

Originally Posted by Anxious Minds

Why do you think God hates you?

i think god hates me because of some stuff i done ( like violence )

god probably implanted me suicidal thoughts to get me to kill myself

i kinda agree with him

[Loose Screw x 2]

Originally Posted by yogurtssss

i think god hates me because of some stuff i done ( like violence )

god probably implanted me suicidal thoughts to get me to kill myself

i kinda agree with him

It doesn't work that way. Furthermore, you sound like someone who may be dealing with a lot of guilt and as a result you think that you want to punish yourself but, that wont help either. You need to see a therapist and tell them of these feelings so that they can help you to deal with them. I feel punished too and worry too that God wants to punish me but, I know that that makes no sense and put those thoughts away when they come. Stop doing this to yourself and if you can't stop then, see a doctor and therapist about it. Just don't hurt yourself over it or anything else. YOU are the victim here. You shouldn't feel guilty about anything that is a part of your suffering. Let it go.

[MickeyCheeky]

What stuff do you think you're being punished for? Depression can give a very twisted look on the world..

[Wild Coyote]

God is Love.
Love would not have you punished. Love would not have you self-destruct.
Love is full of compassion, forgiveness, support and healing.

The idea God wants you punished is depression talking to you, distorting your perception. Don't let depression (deceit) win.

You/your life deserve Love, compassion, support, forgiveness and healing.


WC

[yogurtssss]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

What stuff do you think you're being punished for? Depression can give a very twisted look on the world..

because i was mean to people

when i think of god i feel strong hatred