[whisperingskye]

I really don’t want to be alive anymore.

[Purple,Violet,Blue]

I'm really sorry, Whispering. Do you want to say more about it?

[MelonSoda]

I'm really sorry you're feeling this wat, I'm feeling the same. Stay strong please, and please talk about it with someone if it helps.
We can't have you leaving this world yet.

[whisperingskye]

I am just so tired of it all. I just end up in the same ****** place time and time again and I can’t handle it. I just want it to stop. I was not meant for this life.

[whisperingskye]

My head is doing the classic “everyone hates me and will be better off without me..” trying to ignore it but it’s so very convincing right now

[Fuzzybear]

I’m sorry Those “voices” are liars but can be very convincing
(I have similar )

[Purple,Violet,Blue]

Originally Posted by whisperingskye

My head is doing the classic “everyone hates me and will be better off without me..” trying to ignore it but it’s so very convincing right now

Believe me, they would not be better off without you. They'd be shattered. Some of them would never recover. It's a delusion. Couldn't be further from the truth.

[katydid777]

You shouldn't ignore things that your brain is saying, instead you should talk to a therapist, or people here, but talk with someone about your thoughts, just don't do the bad things your brain is saying. Everyone on this site has issues including me. We can vent here if we need to, we can get ideas that might help us, we make as many friends as we want, and we feel safe talking about our issues here. So when you need us, or just want to say hello, there will always be someone here that will reply back to you! I send to you bunches of hugs, and my thoughts are with you today!!!!!!!

[whisperingskye]

Thank you everyone. I got through the night in one piece. I had a big cry, which is really rare for me, but I guess it was needed.

I know I am spiralling down quite rapidly, but tonight I know I will be safe as I’m spending it at my girlfriend’s. So that’s something at least.

[Wild Coyote]

I am sorry you are suffering!

I am so glad you feel you can reach out here!
You made it through the night. Fantastic!
You have made plans to stay safe with a friend! Great thinking!

Your strength may feel tried; yet, you'll have the strength to get through!

Keep talking to us here if it helps you to cope.

Be safe!

WC

[whisperingskye]

I should be asleep, but those thoughts are back. It’s hard. It shouldn’t be this hard.

[Purple,Violet,Blue]

Thinking of you

[MtnTime2896]

No, it shouldn't be this hard. Life sucks right now and has a habit of cycling back to **** right when you think you're free. I hate that you're mind is doing this to you, again. You don't deserve it. Just take everything a minute at a time.

And remember, I'll be here again tomorrow night if it helps get you through.

[Artchic528]

If you are struggling, please call a hotline. They are there for exactly this reason.

Stay strong. I know it doesn't feel like it, but it will be okay. We are here for you.

[Bill3]

(((((whisperingskye)))))

[Nike007]

Please tell someone and seek help if you are in struggling. I hope you are doing better today.

[katydid777]

Originally Posted by whisperingskye

I should be asleep, but those thoughts are back. It’s hard. It shouldn’t be this hard.

I am so sorry you are having difficulties. I am not up late, my Phy Dr. has me on a med to help me sleep, because I have trouble going, and staying asleep. I still have the same problems, but I do get some sleep now. I usually have nightmares, wake 4-5 times a night, and would only get a couple hours a night. Now I get a few more hours of sleep, and only wake2-3 times now, but I still have the nightmares. I also catch my self thinking like you do, but once that med kicks in I am out, but it does take 2-3 hours for that med to kick in. My thoughts, hope, and prayers are sent your way, and hopefully you won't have that problem tonight.

[Sunflower123]

((((( whisperskye)))))

[Bill3]

How are you doing today, whisperingskye?

(((((whisperingskye))))

[MeXoXO]

I’m so glad you joined our forum!

But I promise you that things will get better

Sometimes it will get bad too , however you are strong you can beat it

And if you go you don’t get the chance to see what the future offers you

Hope you get better

[whisperingskye]

Originally Posted by Bill3

How are you doing today, whisperingskye?

(((((whisperingskye))))

I’ve been doing a bit better the past few days. I actually don’t think I’ve had any suicidal thoughts for the last week or so, that’s pretty good for me thanks for checking in!

That's wonderful! You just made me smile

[Bill3]

So great to hear!

[MtnTime2896]

Originally Posted by whisperingskye

I’ve been doing a bit better the past few days. I actually don’t think I’ve had any suicidal thoughts for the last week or so, that’s pretty good for me thanks for checking in!

That's great news