[PatheticMess]

I don't know why I even bother.
Every time something goes right, something else comes along to make me feel like rubbish.
I met up with a friend the other day, and was feeling pretty good. But of course, in English, we're looking at "teens and technology." This topic always does nothing but make me feel self-conscious and awful.
I can't be bothered anymore.
Saying that, I know I won't end up killing myself as I'm too much of a coward to do that. Even if I wasn't a coward, something would go wrong because some bastard wants me alive for some sadistic, sick reason.

[FallDuskTrain]

Thank you for this post. Really. Your situation helped me feel less alone in my misery. Especially the ending. It is perfect. I laughed and cried with you.

Same here. I think we drag the negative thoughts along to ground us, many years of misinformation on how to stay embraced has not been working.

We need new approach and being superstitious doesn't help with my only sell diagnosed ocd.. sure bipolar and GAD is diagnosed and looking forward to the new options with mental health here where I live BUT my old mind tells me "what is". Something's are simply out of our control.

* "What if"

I am well after a 2 year depression that landed me in the hospital. All I want to tell you is that it gets better. Depression won't let you believe me, but I think it's still beneficial to hear it from someone who's been there. You have a purpose.

[Fuzzybear]