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Mar 06, 2018, 01:53 PM
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After about 6 months of feeling happy without having issues with depression, the last months my suicidal thoughts slowly came back. I feel useless and I feel like I have nothing to live for. I just feel like I don’t have a future and I think my life is useless and that I’d be better off dead (sorry if this is a trigger). When I was 11 years old, I got bullied and that made me suicidal, right now I have amazing friends (they don’t know about my mental illnesses), I don’t get bullied and I don’t really have a reason to be sad. The last months I got less passionate about my hobby’s and I started injuring myself again. I haven’t told anybody about how I feel, not even my parents. But I don’t know how to tell them that I’m depressed
 . But when I’m alone for a moment and I’m not paying much attention, I go crazy in my head with suicidal tendencies and hallucination.
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 Anonymous49071, MickeyCheeky, PerryJeffJoeJimBob, whoamihere, Wild Coyote
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#2
Mar 06, 2018, 02:06 PM
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 Can you remember when exactly you started to become depressed again? What do you think caused it? How did you cope with it the first time?
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| Wild Coyote
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Mar 06, 2018, 03:01 PM
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I'm sorry you're feeling so bad and struggling with self-harm. I struggled for years so I can relate. Do you have a therapist to talk to?
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN |
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| Rythm
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#4
Mar 07, 2018, 01:38 AM
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| Anonymous49071, Wild Coyote
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Mar 07, 2018, 09:21 AM
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Could you’re depression be a little seasonal? (Since you can’t think of a trigger that’s happened)
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| Wild Coyote
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#6
Mar 07, 2018, 09:43 AM
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Do you have a primary care doctor or a psychiatrist you can talk to?
Do you feel your parents will be supportive if you tell them you are depressed? Do you have a close friend with whom you can share? Please stay safe.  WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. 
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| Sassandclass
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Mar 07, 2018, 01:31 PM
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My suicidal thoughts have come back too. They’ve never been this bad. Starting a new medication, so I do have hope. May you find hope too! Blessings.
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| PerryJeffJoeJimBob, Wild Coyote
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