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Mar 26, 2017, 01:40 PM
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 .... .... .... Tired, sad, nobody, anxiety......... No meds, no pets..no other things too long to list .. etc.. I'm dragging my sorry *** around one minute at a time - how long?    I want to delete this, being "honest" is "wrong" - I learnt that at a very young age  Doing what I want to do isn't an option....I'm not even worth the oxygen I breathe but here I am... still  If I wasn't the dumb stump I am, I'd have thought of a "plan" that worked by now. I was ok until... I'm not even going there, nobody must know I'm a sick puppy (Please don't bother sending me a private message, (I won't reply) I'm not worth "saving" - my trust is broken, permanently. - this is to nobody in particular - I'm empty )
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#2
Mar 26, 2017, 01:51 PM
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Your lament has again been heard...
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| manic-depressive with psychotic tendencies (1977) | chronic alcoholism (1981) | Asperger burnout (2010) | mood disorder - nos / personality disorder - nos / generalized anxiety disorder (2011) | chronic back pain / peripheral neuropathy / partial visual impairment | Gastrointestinal Stromal Tumors (incurable cancer) | |
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#3
Mar 26, 2017, 01:57 PM
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Is there is something you can change but you are afraid of? Feel free not to answer. Sending you a hug
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear
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Mar 26, 2017, 02:03 PM
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I'm really hoping I won't have to "bore" people anywhere
much longer I do not CHOOSE this, for the record 
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| *Laurie*, Anonymous44144, here today, mulan, Rohag, whisperingskye
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#5
Mar 26, 2017, 02:09 PM
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(((((Fuzzy))))))
You don't bore me at all. I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad. Wish I could do something to help
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear
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Mar 26, 2017, 02:12 PM
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Thanks, that means a lot ... I'm sorry about your pain as well, and wish I could help 
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| Anonymous44144, whisperingskye
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#7
Mar 26, 2017, 02:25 PM
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((((((( Fuzzybear! )))))))
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 When I was young I learned that "truth" is whatever an authority figure thinks is the "truth". If I perceive differently, I'm wrong. Quote:
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| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear, mulan
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| Fuzzybear, mulan
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Mar 26, 2017, 02:29 PM
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be strong Fuzzybear ... we (I) care about you ... Tigger.
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| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear
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Mar 26, 2017, 02:29 PM
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| Anonymous44144, Clara22, mulan
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Mar 26, 2017, 03:50 PM
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Respectful regards
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Mar 26, 2017, 03:54 PM
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I "learnt" that same thing as you about the "truth" when I was young also grrrrr Thanks as always for your emotional intelligence and sensitivity
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| Anonymous44144, mulan, Rohag
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Mar 26, 2017, 03:57 PM
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Mar 26, 2017, 04:16 PM
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As always Fuzzy, I'm here to listen and not judge.
I'm here to empathize with you not blame you I'm here to believe in you and share your pain. :
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“Then what is your advice to new practitioners”? “The same as for old practitioners! Keep at it “. Ajahn Chah Bipolar 1 PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Panic Attacks Parkinsonism Dissociative Amnesia Abilify 15mg Viiibryd 40mg Clonzapam.05mg x2 Depakote 1500mg Gabapentin 300mg x 3 Wellbutrin 300mg Carbidopa/Levodopa 25mg-100mg x 3 |
| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear
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Mar 26, 2017, 04:32 PM
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Mar 26, 2017, 05:08 PM
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear
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Mar 26, 2017, 06:52 PM
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Sorry things are so tough. I hear your pain and understand.
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| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear
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Mar 27, 2017, 01:06 AM
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I hear you and I'm here with you, Fuzzybear
 And I can relate to the "being honest is wrong" thing... Please keep posting, I love your posts, because there is so much warmth and honesty in them. And that's so comforting, and I feel that it gives me permission to be vulnerable as well...
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| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear
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Mar 27, 2017, 08:19 AM
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(((Fuzzybear)))
You've been here for me this entire past year, never boring me once. Never insulting me once. Only comfort and reassurance. You're of the best there is. I really do care about you, Fuzzy. 
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| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear, mulan
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Mar 27, 2017, 08:42 AM
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We are listening and so is God if you ask.
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Mar 27, 2017, 01:59 PM
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)Thank you for being here for me too, and never insulting me (or boring me).. I think you're one of the best and you've helped me in many ways, including that I've been using words more (and if anyone out there amongst the millions of users who read here doesn't like it, well I know what's in my heart more than someone who doesn't know me at all does)
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| Anonymous44144, MtnTime2896
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Mar 27, 2017, 02:00 PM
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Mar 27, 2017, 03:02 PM
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And you've come so far. More than that, you push on even without things that most people have access to. You're an inspiration, Fuzzy. I'm proud of you.
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| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear
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Mar 27, 2017, 03:04 PM
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Mar 27, 2017, 03:20 PM
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Fuzzy, you are a caring and sensitive person. We all love you and wish we could ease your pain. You have helped me in my years here and I thank you for that. Know that you are worthy of love ❤️.
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| Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear
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