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Apr 15, 2018, 07:05 PM
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Tonight I am struggling.
Tonight it’s taking all I’ve got to not do something “silly” I feel like I might not survive this night. I am in a very bad place and I can’t snap out of it. I just want to do all I can to officially disappear.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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#2
Apr 15, 2018, 07:14 PM
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Sending hugs that you might find your way through this dark night...
  
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#3
Apr 15, 2018, 07:56 PM
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May tomorrow be a brighter day. Thinking about you.
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Apr 15, 2018, 08:38 PM
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 Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg 
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#5
Apr 15, 2018, 09:09 PM
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When is the last time you saw a white horse? Heard a baby laugh? What's your favorite movie? Book? Song? Might a walk be helpful? Interrupt these thoughts with something neutral or positive. I don't mean to trivialize what you're suffering but if you can just break its momentum for a few minutes it might be helpful.
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#6
Apr 15, 2018, 09:13 PM
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It's always darkest before the light.
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#7
Apr 15, 2018, 11:32 PM
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I managed to calm down in the end. I got really triggered by something on tv. I hate how quickly I can go from being relatively ok to feeling like I absolutely have to end my life. It’s so incredibly hard in those moments to see how I can ever be ok again.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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