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Old Apr 22, 2018, 02:11 PM
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(PS)I don’t really know why I’m writing this as I’m so “undeserving”

And as usual I feel like deleting it, who would want to read my boring “whine”

Apparently, I’m “beyond help” because I can’t take the freakin meds
(Extreme allergies)

And, maybe, I’m “beyond help” just for being me ..... (sigh)

I’ve been told by abusers (including “family” )what a terrible person I am.. and how “weak” etc I am. (Usually because of my anxiety ) Thanks a bunch.. (nobody on pc or any online person)

And I’ve made many mistakes

I wish I had never been born

There is very little or no professional “help” in this forest especially because of the Medication issue. They just LOVE those Meds

I guess I really am “useless”
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Old Apr 22, 2018, 02:52 PM
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Yes... I'm pretty-much useless too... just takin' up space at this point. But when I'm here on PC I begin to feel almost... useful! You're an important person here on PC, Fuzzy. Whatever else may have gone on in your life, whatever else may or may not be happening now, you're important to all of us.
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Old Apr 22, 2018, 03:51 PM
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There has to be a way.
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Old Apr 22, 2018, 04:28 PM
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Hang I there Fuzzybear. Most of us have felt that way at one time or another. You have a lot of people who support you here.

It makes no sense to me that they would just give up on you because of your allergies to the meds. Is there someone else you can see who could possibly provide you with more help?

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Old Apr 22, 2018, 04:31 PM
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Sorry you can't take meds hopefully we can cheer you up hugs
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Old Apr 22, 2018, 05:46 PM
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You are not useless. You matter.
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Old Apr 22, 2018, 06:19 PM
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I don’t really know why I’m writing this
Whether or not you know "why", you put into words what others reading here, perhaps many who do not post, deeply feel.

They are not alone. Neither are you.

((((((( Fuzzybear )))))))


PS: The "carers" in my system also "think in meds".
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Old Apr 23, 2018, 11:15 AM
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Fuzzy I know for a fact that you are NOT a worthless person. I think the things you share are of tremendous help for all of us who suffer with this mental illness bullish!t.

Meds don’t help everyone. I wish they could help you and I’m sad you don’t have that option because of your allergies. Families can be so f@cking mean.

My mother once told me “you’ve had a lot of bad things happen in your life....but they haven’t made you a better person.” WTF????

All I can do is give you another hug
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Old Apr 24, 2018, 08:53 AM
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Dear FuzzyBear:
I don't know you but I understand where you have been. No one has the right to hurt children or animals. But sometimes we draw a lousy hand and end up with monsters. The sociopath's and narcissistic; the drunks and drug addicts; the sick pedophiles, the stupid and the cruel. It is their mission to hurt the children--to make them feel so unworthy that they
never truly recover. But THEY are the monsters. It's obvious that your
heart is so big, that you are filled with compassion, that you are so much better than the ones who hurt you.
I lived in that place for eight years and have never been able to tell any-
one the things the monster said and did to me. But I felt so unworthy.
I hope you will be able to resolve your issues with medication, perhaps
finding organic or holistic solutions. Please recognize how.much you give to others and celebrate your own strength. You survived!
If you had a party of all the people here who loved you--they would not all fit in your cave!!
(((((FuzzyBear!!!)))))
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Old Apr 24, 2018, 09:01 AM
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(PS)I don’t really know why I’m writing this as I’m so “undeserving”

And as usual I feel like deleting it, who would want to read my boring “whine”

Apparently, I’m “beyond help” because I can’t take the freakin meds
(Extreme allergies)

And, maybe, I’m “beyond help” just for being me ..... (sigh)

I’ve been told by abusers (including “family” )what a terrible person I am.. and how “weak” etc I am. (Usually because of my anxiety ) Thanks a bunch.. (nobody on pc or any online person)

And I’ve made many mistakes

I wish I had never been born

There is very little or no professional “help” in this forest especially because of the Medication issue. They just LOVE those Meds

I guess I really am “useless”
I am so sorry that you are not getting the help that you need . You are not useless or undeserving. You always help people on pc including me . You are very caring .

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