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Nov 11, 2007, 04:30 AM
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Sunny weather, heart heavy
Bogged down with guilt, fear, anxiety. Wishing I was someone else. Hoping this stops soon Really dreading therapy tomorrow, Nothing to say, how will it help? Can't change the past How does one cope with it? get over it they say oh yeah, very easy to do. Noone understands how this is..... sadness in every beat of a broken heart. loneliness saturated from early on.... Insecurity drains a soul. Tears drown a heart. Wishing for the next life/plane to be better All sent here to learn lessons for next time around Have I learned anything? Questions questions, all pointless If only this misery would lift go away........ Don't know where to start yes, within me, but where to begin? find a light, something to grasp. Day to day is a struggle. Why was I ever put here? To learn a lesson? may take up Buddhism...... Do they have the answers? Am I so wrong for not having a certain God? Am I so bad for not having a certain God? Bewildered actually, totally confused. Hiding away is not an answer, but that's what I feel like doing. Sometimes I just feel useless, insignificant, Worthless, a bind, in the way..... Jin 
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Nov 11, 2007, 11:58 AM
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you are not in the way sweetie
 your place here is perfect and exactly what it should be right now... a seed waiting to sprout... the pain is hard... no one wants it... but it is the water to your beautiful spirit about to emerge... just be gentle with yourself... a breakthrough is coming and you will see the purpose of your pain... have faith... do the work... take breaks as needed... you are in a process.. a process called growing... it hurts sometimes and for reasons you may not have wished for... but it is your special flower, your special gift... on its way to brighten us all...
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Nov 11, 2007, 01:25 PM
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Kerry... I feel so for you!
I'm always your friend.... never forget that.... |
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Nov 11, 2007, 04:57 PM
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thankyou so much, I hear your words. I know I will get over this - because I am determined, I just struggle sometimes. A few months ago I wouldn't even see an end, so there must be SOME progress......
Love you, Jinny xxxxxx |
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