Apparently...

Apparently.... I’m a “monster” who “deserves” to be “punished” all my life.

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But I’m so tired of .......... the crap in this world. I don’t go around “blaming” others or attacking them for no freakin reason other than my own “dysfunction”

I was abused by a therapist. ABUSE.

**** it

I’m done

Never once have I met a bear whom I'd declare a "monster", least of all you. I wish you could bite the heads off all those who attatched this label to you, and all those who hurt you. ((((Fuzzybear)))) It's not more pain that you deserve, it's compassion, my friend.

Thank you my friend ((((( So leigheas )))))

fuzzy----people out there are cruel...I don't like most people...
I am very shy and sensitive and emotional...I have trouble killing an ant..
you strike me as being intelligent and sensitive....what do you say..

I’m sad to say it but I agree with you little turtle, I don’t like most people either, because most people are cruel

Even if “most people” aren’t cruel, there usually has to be one “bully” who ...... how can I put it

I think you already know I’m also very emotional, shy and sensitive

I don’t know about “intelligent” - in some ways I guess I’m intelligent

I once cried when a neighbour hurt a worm. I was 8 years old. And I’d already been “taught” not to express emotions . I remember making a “diary entry” about that “event” . I don’t think I even talked to a teddy bear when I was little.. I was really quite “alone”

do you cry very much fuzzy....I used to cry watching the bambi movie..

Fuzzy you're amazing and have a beautiful nature


*puts Fuzzy on a pedestial (sp)

You are

I don’t usually cry very often (that was one of the reasons a long term therapist “didn’t like me” )

I did cry watching the bambi movie.. I was with Papa Bear (my husband) and tears were streaming down my cheeks. I “had to” suppress sobbing

Thank you whispershadow, you’re very kind and sweet

I don’t belong on a pedestal though, there is always a possibility of falling off (or being knocked off it) ...

You didn't even talk to a teddy bear when you were little. Shame on them. I'm really sad to hear that

Shame on the abusive therapist, too!

Oh yes. Sad films! Dumbo!

It's not "apparent" to any of us.

There's no missing your agony, though.

The abused goes for help. And that help turns into...

((((((( Fuzzybear )))))))

(((((((( Rohag ))))))))