[whisperingskye]

I have cried a lot in the last week and a half. It’s strange for me as I normally don’t cry ever.

But my meltdown last Sunday seemed to have started me off on a crying spell that just keeps going on. Everything feels so raw right now, emotionally I am hurting a lot. And I don’t really know what’s up.

I really want it to stop though. I think I want to just go back to feeling nothing. Nothing is easier to handle. I’m just so tired of it all. The thought of just killing myself to stop it is very much there in my mind, but I am trying to push it away. I’m just struggling a lot lately and I don’t think I can cope with it much longer.

[TishaBuv]

What is it you are crying about? Address the issue. I did and I’m not crying anymore...I’m getting divorced.

[whisperingskye]

I’m crying about anything and everything and nothing all at once. I’m crying because I’m so done with this illness that insists on rearing it’s ugly head when I have good things in my life. Today I cried because my cat was in a fight, and it scared me. I’m just miserable and a breath away from crisis all the time atm. I just can’t handle anything lately, I’d probably cry over spilt milk too.

[TishaBuv]

When I was pregnant, I cried at commercials. I was hypersensitive about things that I normally wouldn’t be bothered by. I’m no expert on depression, oc. It (yours) sounds generalized to me. I hope you can get relief with meds or therapy.

One Dr. Diagnosed me with Major Depressive Disorder, even though my “depression” was completely focused on my bad marriage, so I don’t even believe that diagnoses correct.

[MtnTime2896]

I can't say I've ever had this same issue with myself, at least not as persistent and prolonged. Crying can be good, it's your body releasing some frustration. Maybe some exercise will help the crying to be less intense. Something I did as a kid, was when I'd cry, I'd write at the same time; somehow this helped me get to the bottom of my frustrations and pain.