I am sad and depressed and tired. Very tired. Can't stay strong any more. I feel restless....nothing interests me...there is no joy in anything any more....everything's so dull and gray....there seems no way out.

How much longer do I have to fight to feel a little better? To feel a little more alive? To feel a tiny bit hopeful? Is there a light at the end of the road or will it only be darkness for me?

I know no one can help me. Still I posted....

[little turtle]

how is it going with your bf..sorry you are feeling bad

Originally Posted by little turtle

how is it going with your bf..sorry you are feeling bad

Thanks for replying. My bf suddenly stopped talking to me. Asked me not to contact him again. But didn't give me any reason why he wants to break up with me. I asked him to call me one last time before we break up, else I won't be able to move on to any other relationship in the future(if any). Don't know what he's going to do.

[Thirty shades]

Originally Posted by Desiree2006

Thanks for replying. My bf suddenly stopped talking to me. Asked me not to contact him again. But didn't give me any reason why he wants to break up with me. I asked him to call me one last time before we break up, else I won't be able to move on to any other relationship in the future(if any). Don't know what he's going to do.

I am sorry you are having a hard time Desiree2006. I really hope you manage to get some answers from your ex.

If he is not the one for you, best to grieve and move on.

[little turtle]

des--very painful...

Originally Posted by little turtle

des--very painful...

I wonder how many weeks will it take for me to recover.....
More than a bf I miss him as a friend. He is the only friend I had...I have noone else to talk to.

[MickeyCheeky]

[Fuzzybear]

[Sunflower123]

I’m sorry you are having a tough time. I hope you get some answers from your bf as well.

Thinking of you and sending big hugs.

Originally Posted by Desiree2006

I am sad and depressed and tired. Very tired. Can't stay strong any more. I feel restless....nothing interests me...there is no joy in anything any more....everything's so dull and gray....there seems no way out.

How much longer do I have to fight to feel a little better? To feel a little more alive? To feel a tiny bit hopeful? Is there a light at the end of the road or will it only be darkness for me?

I know no one can help me. Still I posted....

I see you post every day in the self care check in

I don't think you realise just how well you are doing (in regards to self care anyway)

[Thirty shades]

Originally Posted by Desiree2006

I wonder how many weeks will it take for me to recover.....
More than a bf I miss him as a friend. He is the only friend I had...I have noone else to talk to.

We are here to talk, if you need to.

I am sorry, there's nothing much I can do to help you. Hugs is all I can give to you. However if you do want advice (...) please feel free to PM me.

Originally Posted by Thirty shades

We are here to talk, if you need to.

Thanks so much. But I used to chat with him for hours on whatsapp everyday.....sigh
he used to take me to the stores with him...walmart and many others....thru videochat....it was so wonderful

[Thirty shades]

Originally Posted by Desiree2006

Thanks so much. But I used to chat with him for hours on whatsapp everyday.....sigh
he used to take me to the stores with him...walmart and many others....thru videochat....it was so wonderful

If he isn't there for you now, it makes space for someone who can give you what you need. He has left a massive hole in your life. I know that feeling. His time is a loss, you deserve kindness.

I am on my own too. Most of the time I am ok with that. When a man comes into my life and leaves, the upset makes me wonder why I bother offering my love and compassion towards him.

I focus my love back to myself and I feel better but it takes time and doesn't happen for me overnight. I need to grieve. First the denial and bargining before anger and depression and then finding reasons to accept they were wrong for me. If they don't want to be by my side then that is a good reason as I need a man who wants to be there for me.

You deserve to be loved and I am sure there is someone out there for you.

[Fuzzybear]

I am still in denial. I still believe that he is going to come back to me one day.....

[Candy1955]

I am so so sorry.

I hope you feel better soon.