[waterknob1234]

Everyone who ever loved me unconditionally has passed away and is gone.

[Fuzzybear]

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm so sorry We're here for you if you want to talk.

[MtnTime2896]

((((waterknob))))

[Calla lily12]

I'm sorry, but we're here for you .

I'm sorry also. I feel the same way. There were good friends that I had in the past. I don't know what they are doing now, except for a couple of them. I miss the ones that I don't hear from. I had some good friends in the past that don't want anything to do with me anymore. It seemed like they had died on me.

[ozzyluvshockey21]

I can relate. I am sorry for your losses. Hold strong.

[mountainstream]

[JustMelancholy]

I find myself in the exact same situation.. All the friends that were true friends are either passed away or hate my guts.. about 4 maybe 5 months ago I cut everyone off to see if anyone would try to reach out.. Not a single person even bothered with a single text... My best friend passed away suddenly back at the end of last December and he was the only person who stood by me through the most messed up parts of my life.. Now he is gone and I just feel like a burden on everyone else, no one talks to me anymore... I didn't mean to bogart your thread, but I logged in to just about say the exact same thing.. I am finding being on my own and on my own terms to be liberating and yet extremely sad.. There is not a single person I know that I can relate to..

I’m so very very sorry. ❤️

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by waterknob1234

Everyone who ever loved me unconditionally...

And that includes the four-footed Buddy.

What about the November arrival? May that one love you unconditionally.

[mountainstream]

[MickeyCheeky]

(((JustMelancholy)))

[Fuzzybear]

((((( JustMelancholy )))))

[waterknob1234]

Originally Posted by JustMelancholy

I find myself in the exact same situation.. All the friends that were true friends are either passed away or hate my guts.. about 4 maybe 5 months ago I cut everyone off to see if anyone would try to reach out.. Not a single person even bothered with a single text... My best friend passed away suddenly back at the end of last December and he was the only person who stood by me through the most messed up parts of my life.. Now he is gone and I just feel like a burden on everyone else, no one talks to me anymore... I didn't mean to bogart your thread, but I logged in to just about say the exact same thing.. I am finding being on my own and on my own terms to be liberating and yet extremely sad.. There is not a single person I know that I can relate to..

Hi, just so glad to hear from you. don't worry about bogarting my thread. I think about the time I started this thread I was grieving for my dog. Then I thought of my parents, they passed away 9 years ago but I still miss them, especially my mom. So many wonderful people I love have passed away. Being on your own terms is liberating, but very lonely.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Rohag

And that includes the four-footed Buddy.

What about the November arrival? May that one love you unconditionally.

(((((((( Rohag )))))))

(((((((( waterknob )))))))

We are “real” here too (I know Rohag knows that )

I’m grateful to those here who know how to love or care unconditionally

[JustMelancholy]

Originally Posted by waterknob1234

Hi, just so glad to hear from you. don't worry about bogarting my thread. I think about the time I started this thread I was grieving for my dog. Then I thought of my parents, they passed away 9 years ago but I still miss them, especially my mom. So many wonderful people I love have passed away. Being on your own terms is liberating, but very lonely.

The sad thing for me is that both my parents are deceased and I never cared for either of them.. and neither cared much for me. At age 18 I was thrown out of the house and I never returned.. I have 2 Cats, Meenu and Maggie and they take really good care of me, if I lost either of them I would likely lose what ever grip I have on life and probably go off the very deep end.. My babies are everything to me and they bring so much joy to my life.. but it is still not the same as having a human being to connect to ya know.. I haven't done any posting on any kind of forum in about 12 years actively.. I might be posting more and coming back to attempting at some kind of socializing.. But I really suck at it in the long run.. People either love me to death, or hate my very existence because all I just don't have a filter.. I am BRUTALLY honest.. Most people are insecure and when they ask you how your doing, they are really looking for that person to say something nice so THEY feel better about themselves.. If you ask me how I'm feeling, stand back.. You might be here for a while.. It has made having friendships very difficult..

[Fuzzybear]