[rise13eyond]

Ugh I wish I could put more in the title because that isn't all I wanted to say.

Possible trigger:

I mean to say I hate it when people make suicide out to be this huge sad thing. And that probably sounds odd, I mean suicide is inherently sad. The thing about when people talk about it though is who they have in mind. They're thinking of people who actually have any value being alive. People someone actually cares about. People that have something to offer. But you know, being very brutally honest, some people don't have that. No one that would miss them. Nothing to lose by dying. No valuable traits or skills. Or you know would just greatly increase the quality of life of those they live with if they weren't around. I guess at best that's an unpopular opinion. I don't particularly expect anyone to agree or like my thoughts. I mean I kinda just got used to this idea. that oh hey I guess when your life is all cons and no pros you just waste everyone's time, energy and resources. You know all that everyone would be better off without you thing. it just feels like once you reach a certain point or age and have yet to produce anything of value then maybe you're just one of those people that needs to leave.

I'm not trying to offend anyone, or insinuate that this is the case with anyone who reads it, or anyone they know. Because I'm the only person off the top of my head I can think to relate it to. It all makes me a tad irritated.

[MickeyCheeky]

((((rise13eyond)))) I'm so sorry you're struggling. Please don't be so hard on yourself. Everyone has value and deserves to live, even just for existing. I don't know if you have anyone that can support you at the moment, but know that me and many other people here would surely miss you and your posts if you're gone. Please, don't give up... you have a lot to offer as an human being, even if you don't see it.

(((((rise))))) you are lovely, I hope you can feel a bit better soon