I need to isolate

hey... I hope you're feeling better today.

(((((hugs)))

I tried to isolate but that just made things worse

(((((( hugs and love )))))

I wish I wasn't me

Oh no, I think you're an awesome human being full of love and compassion. You're good. I only wish you wouldn't struggle with such negative thoughts that are harming you.

Believe in yourself Whispershadow---We do! You are awesome, your cats need you and so does the PC community! OK say negative things about yourself but then say an equal amount of positive things.

For me, just getting something done is a positive thing. Everytime I am kind to others--that is positive. That I am not going to give up and figure out a way to have more courage to help myself and my children--that is my dream and I am trying to believe that I CAN do it!!!

PS Perhaps I need to delete my account a 3rd time and come up with a more positive username again....

pfft PC and my furbabies would be ebtter off without me. Tigger and Willow would both find new homes, Willow with difficulty, Tigger easily.

PC would quickly forget me, the world will keep on turning without me if I wasn't around. That's facts.

Do you really believe this! Perhaps you need a hypnotist rather than a therapist and who exactly, are you hanging out with? I haven't seen the movie A Christmas Story but am planning on watching it. My siblings and daughter loves it.
A Christmas Story (1983) - Trailer

Another favorite of mine is Elf. Have you seen that one. Oh and Bad Santa too! They might make you feel better.

It's true though.

PC will not disappear off of the internet just cause I'm not here

Tigger would get a new home easily, everyone who meets her adores her

Willow would get a new home with difficulty, as long as people didn't learn what her name used to be

Nothing is going to happen to the world if I disappear

Ebony was the furbaby who would never of found a new home. Her history and her health issues would of stopped her from ever getting a new home.

I miss my sweetpea, it's the first christmas without her

Your babies would miss you so much!
And me too. You've got such a gentle and loving personality. I wish I knew you in real life.
Please go to your doctor whisper, you deserve it so much. I do genuinely care about you.

And based on some of your comments I suspect you have a good imagination and a sense of humour :-)

Why? What I said is the truth.

And the professionals here don't give a flying cowpatfart anyways.

the professionals over here don’t give a flying donkey turd..

exactly

I think you're a wonderful and adorable person, whispershadow. I'm so sorry you can't see it at the moment. Lots of people would miss you if you were gone, especially here on PC. I'm sure of that. I certainly missed you. Please don't be too hard on yourself and don't give up. Sending many hugs to you

There's a helecopter circling around outside the house in the village and three says they're coming after me

This quote lifted my spirits for a bit this morning then when I started discussing all my problems in therapy--the "lift" was gone! Perhaps the quote is to just soothe the masses and sell her book. If life was only that easy (though I spend a lot of time pretending everything is OK). Could you have the helicopter take me away?

If you're reading this I'm sure the helicopter didn't take you. You see, that's another proof that three is a liar! Can you tell us about other occasions when it lied to you?

idk ........ my brain's all over the place tonight .......

That's OK. Are you going to do something relaxing?

idk .......... got a anxiety attack coming on out of nowhere

So so sorry about this! I hope you feel a little better now? Did your kitties help you manage? Perhaps you got another kitty kiss from them?
My cat often comes and lies on my chest when he feels I'm sad. He starts purring and kneading me. It's so calming.

I also bought a new betta fish last week. They are usually quite tough guys but mine is extremely friendly. He lets me pet him gently and swims right to my finger. We already kissed each other through the aquarium glass. One might think he's just a fish but I see he's very bright

I'm sorry that you are struggling right now!

I agree. It can't be all that bad.