Looking for accountability partners to motivate to get things done while depressed #3

I vacuumed this morning and cleaned a couple of litter boxes. I have more litter boxes to clean today. I also cleaned off the kitchen counter and I hung a bird feeder for the cats. I should see birds in a couple of days. I'm pretty excited about that. Hope everyone is enjoying their weekend.

I cleaned the last of the litter boxes and cleaned off my kitchen table. I'm slowly working on the coffee table. Will mostly relax for the remainder of the day. It's turning out to be a lovely Saturday.

Tomorrow is Pentecost. I will visit my parish and then go to visit a family member.

Good wishes for each one of you!

I went out to brunch and then went shopping to get someone a present. I hate shopping, but this was fairly painless. I got one of the first things I saw.

Oh, I also did dishes and laundry. And tonight I"m going to an outdoor concert.

I’m struggling today and my ride will be here at 10:00. I don’t have an option of not going. Ok...I’ll take baby steps and take excellent care of myself today.

Plans for Sunday:

1. Groom and prepare for travel
2. Repack bags
3. Travel to beach
4. Unpack
5. Grocery
6. Walk on beach

Warm wishes to all.

I'm tired already. I've been working hard. I cleaned off my coffee table, wiped down the kitchen counters, picked up cat toys so I can sweep, cleared off my bar counter, went through the mail and cleaned litter boxes. Mainly I'm decluttering. I have pro cleaners coming Friday to do a deep clean. I want my place to be presentable. I'm getting there. Hope everyone is well.

Good Luck, enjoy!

Good!

Send my best wishes for your wish to be fulfilled!

I am tired and will rest tomorrow!

Plans for Monday:

1. Set some appointments up for when I return
2. Go to the pool and hot tub and swim laps
3. Enjoy time at the beach
4. Grocery
5. Cook dinner
6. Watch the sunset

Warm wishes to all.

Today did yard work for 3 hours with taking breaks in between the back and front yard. Trimmed trees in the front yard and worked hard to get my yard looking presentable. It’s a lot of work and good exercise too.

Cleaned litter boxes, decluttered side tables, worked on a tax problem and swept the floor. Will continue to work on my tax issue today. I will end up having to see an accountant. I'm telling myself I can handle this. I'm just taking it one step at a time. Hope everyone is doing well.

I feel very depressed!

I took care of everything with my taxes this morning. Yay me! No accountant needed. I also took my cat to the vet. He got his annual shots and a check up. He's good for a year. Going to relax now. Will sleep too. I deserve it. Ordering food sounds good too.

Even if depressed, life has to go on. I hope to prevent further "falling deeper" into it by forcing myself to run out of bed at 07am tomorrow, pray, do morning rituals in a hurry, force myself to make a good breakfast and take a walk after I have eaten it. Grocery after that and then decide how to use the rest of the day.

I will try to stay closer to God. When one has a faith already, my experience is that it helps to be open to God.

I wish each one of you a good Tuesday!

I am tired this morning. I've just been playing my game. In a little bit I plan to clean litter boxes, wash the dishes and organize some paper work. I'm not as motivated to do things as I have been. I might need more sleep. Hope everyone is well.

I feel relaxed and OK. I am grateful for my relationship with the Lord!

I did get up at 07:00 am this morning. Even if I have felt relaxed and OK, I have felt tired and have needed to rest, but I did the walk, the grocery, the healthy eating during the day. I feel satisfied.

Wednesday I will start the day at 07:00 am and have a good breakfast. The rest of the day I will use on shopping, grocery, post office, therapy, resting and eating healthy.

May each one of you have a good tomorrow!

I gained energy as the day went on. I did laundry, washed dishes, cleaned litter boxes, ordered groceries, met with a computer repair person and emptied the trash. Tonight I will relax, play games and go to bed early.

This morning I cleaned off my kitchen counters and took out the trash. I'm waiting for a new computer to be delivered today. While I wait I'll clean litter boxes, empty the dishwasher, open packages and organize some things. Hope everyone has a good day!

I want to continue losing weight and exercising. I am doing ok. I also want to stay away from communicating with strange men online. I have requested that I only have female penpals. I am feeling so-so. I don't have any major problems now. I should be happy. I am in a way. At least, I stopped and blocked all people who have no interest in my well-being. Tomorrow, I want to study a little.

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While I waited, I had maintenance come in and do some repairs. Unfortunately, they didn't fix one of the problems. I'll have to call them back. On top of that, my computer was broken. It just froze up. Don't know why. I requested a return. I'm waiting on my shipping label. Don't understand what's taking so long. I canceled my in-home cleaning. I don't have the energy to finish preparing for it. I don't feel well emotionally. Today I don't plan to do much. I have some people coming by this morning to carry away junk. After that, I'm going back to bed. Maybe some rest and relaxation might help me feel better.

I did get up at 07:00 as I had promised myself. I had a good breakfast as well. After therapy I felt worse!

Yesterday I felt that my therapist and I communicated from different perspectives and didn't find a common path before near the end of the therapy session. In the beginning of the therapy session I was bombarded with questions that had no relevance to what I felt was important and stole of the time we had to disposition. So at last we found a "common line" and then this last time before the summer vacation ended without the ordinary and usual between people before summer: "I wish you a good summer"!

I would have been so good to have had that good wish in my "backpack" during the summer!

I shall not say more about it other then that my frustration level has been too high. I wasn't able to do anything else.

Well; I have many weeks to overcome the frustration, so I have to start to do something:

Today (Thursday) I hope to do the following:

- A small meal
- Load the dishwasher
- Post office
- Buy something to the home
- Grocery
- Make dinner
- Eat dinner
- Netflix
- Unload the dishwasher
- Remember to pray
- Go to bed at a decent time

Best wishes to each one of you!

I am very tired and find myself not wanting to do anything.

Plans for Thursday:

Pick up medication
Grocery
Float at the pool then sit in hot tub
Sit in the surf at beach
Watch sunset
Shop for souvenirs
Meditate on beach at night

Warm wishes to all.