sad and rambling

Just another person that I know that possibly cares but now no longer will need to pretend they do at all. People are always busy, have their own lives, no one really gives a damn. Just another person who possibly understands me and doesn’t judge me for the way I am. They believed in me. They said they were proud of me and well now they are moving on. Another person who always treated me with kindness and respect. They were always positive. I’m sorry for the times I felt negative. Change is a part of life but no one asked me about this one. Not that they had to. People come and go. But when they go it sucks. I can’t handle change. Why do I want to get to know someone new. Why bother when people change positions shortly after and don’t have time to care about you anymore. You’re not worth the time.

I'm sorry you're feeling this way June. What I find particularly difficult is when people suddenly stop talking to me and don't tell me why.

You think you matter and you probably do and they just get busy and maybe you don’t.

I'm so sorry you're struggling, June55 I'm so sorry you don't have any support system IRL. If it can help a bit... we care about you here. It's not much, but it's something. Feel free to share and vent here. We'll listen to what you have to say. We care about you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this