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i'm just now realizing stuff that's been staring me in the face for years.. i make up my own world to live in and i'm starting to be terrified of things that used to be no big deal, becoming scared of everything and everyone and SO angry at EVERYTHING and EVERYONE!! i'm starting to retreat into my own inner world more and more. it's like this world is way too hard and there's no place in it for me....like all my life i've just been going through motions and saying correct little mechanical phrases but really only living inside myself what is this?! i've only been diagnosed with major depression, many years ago.
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It's not good :-) Welcome to PsychCentral (PC), lilyorbit.
I retreated into a fantasy world when I was a pre-teen and didn't "get out" until I was in my 30's and not totally free until my 40's. Find someone to talk to, that you can trust and get along with is my advice. It took me 10 years, all of my 20's before I found the first person I'd ever connected to in my life. From then on it was an uphill battle but well worth it. Break out of your isolation any way you can; it's a trap.
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Thank you perna
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((((lily)))) i know what that's like....
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