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Jan 30, 2019, 02:44 PM
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I’m a lost cause. I’m beyond help. I’m weak. I’m ugly. I’m not good enough. I’m not good at anything. Nothing helps. Medications do not help. I have had multiple medication trials. And I feel worse than ever. I am sicker than ever. And this is all my fault. I’m not worthy. I’m told that I should take medications. I should be able to manage without medications and without any support. I hate myself. I’m a failure. This makes me worthless.
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Jan 30, 2019, 02:56 PM
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" I should be able to manage without medications and without any support. " The first think I thought when I read this phrase was that you deserve to be happy (live in peace, harmony), everyone does. I can understand your feelings, I feel the same. I hate to take medications, it makes me feel weak too, but the reality is that if I don't take the right one, I cannot work/study for long and I stay in bed 24h a day. When I take them I don't feel OK, but I am functioning enough to do something and feel less worthless. I tried different medications for around 6 years until I found a combination of three that more or less seem to do something. Is there anything that may make you feel better? I have found helping others make me feel less horrible, so I have a reason to stay in this world and try my best. 
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Jan 30, 2019, 06:27 PM
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I totally understand how you feel regarding meds. They don't help at all and then you also have side effects to deal with as well.
I too feel worthless and a failure, not suited to this world at all. It is the way society makes us feel. They blame us but there is no way we would choose this..
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