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#521
Monday was a good day. Tuesday was a bad day. I don't feel like today is going to be especially good. Just have to get through it.
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Anonymous44144, Sunflower123
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#522
I'm finally moved into my new place, so I'm grateful for that. Hope today will be good. It is going to be too hot, but I'll be inside with the a/c.
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Anonymous44144, Sunflower123
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#523
I've been feeling anxious for the last 2 hours, which I can't really pinpoint a reason for. My chest feels tight and I'm finding it hard work to take breaths. If it carries on for much longer, I might go and take a beta blocker. Hopefully it will pass.
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#524
I'm sore and down in a black pit.
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Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear, Sunflower123
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#525
Hugs to all
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#526
I ended up taking propranolol earlier and feel like I need some again. It didn't really help a whole bunch, but it's better than nothing!
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#527
This morning, I confessed to the manager at work that I had scuffed up the linoleum floor in the breakroom because of dragging the chairs in there. I wasn't thinking when I did that, I was under pressure. The manager was nice to me about it. He is a very nice guy. But he told me that the maintenance man was very upset. I'm not surprised, because the maintenance man is grumpy. It will work out somehow.
This morning I had an unexpected work order to set up the auditorium for 60 people in a class tomorrow. I didn't set up well the first time because there were not enough tables. But later, after a discussion, I was told how I can make it better, and I did. It seems like we've been having lots of mega-meetings lately at where I work. After work today I took a one-hour bike ride. That helped. |
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#528
I find myself spiraling out of control. Everything is either making sad or angry. Will I finally do what needs to be done this time? Probably not.
__________________ It's only paranoia until it happens. Why I don't trust doctors Things You Wish People Understood About Depression I mean what I say & I say what I mean. |
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#529
Anxious and depressed.
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Anonymous44144, Sunflower123
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#530
I have a huge pile of laundry to do and lots of dishes to wash. I was too bloody lazy to do any of it so I'm hoping I can get it done in the morning!!
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#531
Yeah I put my laundry off to the very last minute and didn't get it done in time for work. I also have a sink full of dirty dishes and a dishwasher full of clean dishes. The more I see it pile up the less I want to do it. So I understand.
__________________ It's only paranoia until it happens. Why I don't trust doctors Things You Wish People Understood About Depression I mean what I say & I say what I mean. |
Anonymous44144, Sunflower123
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#532
God help me I actually laughed at a joke in a new episode of the Simpsons.
I've been cleaning out my apartment slowly, and I took four bag of garbage to the dumpster behind the building over the past 2 days. Just getting rid of useless junk. |
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#533
It was pretty busy in the morning at work. There was a class in the auditorium. The maintenance man will be out tomorrow. I hate it when he's gone because I have to take his place; and I hate his job. I don't know why he is just taking a day off.
Took a bike ride after work and went to the hot tub at where I live. Two weeks ago, when I first moved in, there were all kinds of people to talk to. Now it seems like my neighbors are non-existed. I still, at times, get upset at myself about the loan to my sister after I got the money from the sale of my place. I wrote about that on another forum at Psych Central - Insurance And Finance. If you look there, you can't miss it. |
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#534
Yesterday, I was about ready to flush myself down the toilet.
But, today, I'm having a good day, and I feel quite well . . . chipper even. |
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#535
A friend of mine seemed depressed today so I tried to cheer her up. I think in the process I cheered myself up too. So mostly good day today, can't complain.
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Anonymous44144, Sunflower123
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#536
Not too busy at work today. However I was having a struggle with getting my investment started. I wanted to get a CD going and it's harder to get it started than I thought it would be. Caught me by surprise. Other than that, not much of a day.
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Anonymous44144, Sunflower123
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#537
I was very busy with cleaning this morning. It's very different now at my new place from my old place. It takes a little getting used to. Went shopping after that.
Feeling a little bit down today. I don't know why. |
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#538
What kind of ridiculous psychiatrist discharges me when I'm worse than when she first saw me? What kind of psychiatrist tries only one medication and then pronounces me beyond medication when that one doesn't work?
I tend to experience a physical pain when it comes to depression. I can't really describe it very well, except to say that it feels like a sort of throbbing, aching pain in my heart. It's really terrible. On a positive note, sales figures for my books from last month (May) are in, and my sales were more than double April's, which were more than double March. If present growth continues, and I don't expect it will, then I'll be able to rely on writing for a full time income in just a few months. |
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#539
I hear the both of you above. As that backlog piles up, it becomes more intimidating to approach. I'm in the same boat. I feel like I can't even try right now. Awful.
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#540
Woke up with the "Sunday Morning Blues". Last night I watched a movie that was not very good. Plus an ambulance came at my complex to take a man away. I had seen that man earlier in the day and he didn't appear to be coherent.
This morning, I drove out to take back my DVD to the library and wanted to pick up a few things at a store. But I couldn't do it because the streets were closed off. There's a special marathon going on, so that got me discouraged. And then when I came back, I was horrified that I had forgotten my gate key to get back in. Fortunately someone let me in. I'm having a tea break now. After that I plan on doing some household little projects that I meant to do after moving in. I hope they go alright. It may be a very light day for bike riding today. |
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