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In a year I will be a pharmacist.
I have done all my exams more or less OK and the paper I wrote is about to be published. I feel like ****, like everything I do is deeply wrong for some reason that lie between me and myself. My existence seems wrong and just it. I am sorry If my speech is weird, I took 2mg of ativan, zolpidem and 75mg of pregabaline. I am tired and wanted to rest and forget everday problems for a while. I am falling asleep. On Thuersday I am going to see a psysh nurse that is going to decide what to be done with me.y Love to everyone ![]()
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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I don't know what to tell to the nurse, why would she believe me?
I hate being alive because being alive has always ment pain. I would like to live without it I would like to have had a family that respects me I would like to don't feel that everything I do is a piece of ****. and I am a pice of **** and should be dead. I doon't know while somethimes I feel bad but keep functioning, but at other times it gets so bad I start thinking I shouldn't be alive. I don't feel anything I do is nice. I feel like the most horrible human being that has ever dare to exist.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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I'm sorry you feel so down on yourself.
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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