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Sep 02, 2019, 01:15 AM
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I've been fighting this battle for over twenty years, nearly every single day! i don't get a year or 'season off'!!! I'm so tired and i don't want to do this anymore. i'm so far beyond being exhausted that i can't even see that line anymore!
 this is literally the only thing i know! i've spent over two decades basically doing three things: keeping as much of this 'hidden' from others, keeping myself alive, and holding myself together!!! and that's been done with a near zero support system - aka pretty much on my own.   |
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Sep 02, 2019, 09:56 AM
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Sep 02, 2019, 10:23 AM
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I think you should be PROUD of yourself, @jrae! You've been fighting SO MUCH and ALL BY YOURSELF! It means that you're truly THE STRONGEST!
  Please be kind to yourself. I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH THE WIS AND WONDERFUL FUZZYBEAR'S WISE AND WONDERFUL POSTS THAT ONLY HE CAN MAKE! I COMPLETELY understand why you'd feel so tired! Please NEVER give up HOPE! I am SURE good things will come to you and they're most like just around the corner! So please, do take those extra steps. I am SURE things will get better for you sooner or later. Please do keep fighting and please do keep rocking!  Please be REALLY kind to yourself, ok? YOU ARE IMPORTANT, YOU MATTER, YOU'RE WISE AND YOU WONDERFUL! THAT'S A PROMISE! You know ALL OF THAT is ABSOLUTELY TRUE! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING!   PLEASE KEEP ON GOING WITH ALL THE STRENGTH YOU HAVE! You've got this and you WILL make it through! I AM SURE OF THAT!  Feel free to PM me ANYTIME if you need Advice and Support or even simply someone to talk to! I AM SURE PLENTY OF OTHERS WILL ALSO GLADLY HELP YOU OUT AS WELL IF YOU JUST ASK FOR IT! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @jrae, Your Family, Your Friends And ALL Of Your Loved Ones! Please do keep fighting and please do keep rocking as much as you possibly can like you're already WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING, MY AWESOME, BEAUTIFUL, CARING, DEAR, GENEROUS, KIND, SWEET, WISE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND!
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Sep 02, 2019, 11:50 AM
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jrae It's tough not having support. Supporting ourselves is a challenge but we do the best we can. A massive pat on the back for being here to share your story. You are among friends
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Sep 03, 2019, 09:45 PM
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it's also worth mentioning that i'm only in my early thirties.....
which makes that 'over twenty years' almost my entire life.....
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Sep 04, 2019, 06:51 PM
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I'm 71!
 I've been in hiding my entire life. I'm still there & I don't expect to ever get out.  So I hear you...
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#7
Sep 06, 2019, 12:26 AM
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didn't know i HAD a story worth sharing..... |
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Sep 06, 2019, 02:16 AM
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You are definitely worth sharing. 
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