I know Someone

I know Someone who doesn’t deserve your friendship, I am someone that doesn’t know how to settle down I am someone that was arrested for DV, I am someone that is an addict, I am someone that knows when to keep his mouth shut, and open his ears, to listen... his eyes to see... I am someone that struggles with a personal demons from my past present and possibly future. I am someone that can manipulate your mind and say just about what you wanna hear just to lay in bed with you, and if we didn’t do that I wait for my perfect opportunity, I know if your reading this then you see me as a monster. I am simply a guy that has made sorry choices and I don’t know how to deal with that. I always felt like every single time I thought I found love it wasn’t for me it was for what I had, and when it was gone, they were gone. I am someone that grew up without anyone to talk to, despiser his mother for the choices she made, and the men she decided to bring in I am someone that grew up from becoming a sweet guy, to this monster that I hide from everyone, I am that someone that doesn’t let go once you done me wrong, I am that someone that has a shady past, and present, I am that someone that needs help and is too prideful to ask, I am that someone that taken innocent lives and turned them into someone they despise, I am that someone that knows how to survive in any life decisions he makes, I am that someone, that gambles his life on a daily, I am that someone... I am the monster that can’t let go of him. I am that someone that tells him lies, I am that someone... I am his dark side.

Welcome to Psych Central, fluffynomore. I hope you find PC to be of benefit.

Welcome to pc, fluffynomore.

I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY that you're HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY and that you're GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS, @fluffynomore! I TRULY, DEEPLY AM! I am sorry that you see yourself in that light. I don't know what you've done specifically, but personally, I think there's hope for EVERYONE so please take this chance to redeem yourself from your bad deems. The past is the past but you can STILL write your OWN Future. A better one! I'd suggest to seek some help and the RIGHT treatment for yourself if you wish! As for the rest, I too want to give you a warm welcome to this WONDERFUL Forum along with BOTH THE WISE AND WONDERFUL @Skeezyks and @Fuzzybear! WELCOME ABOARD! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when you need someone to talk to or vent to or even simply some advice and support! I'LL TRY TO GET BACK AT YOU AS SOON AS I POSSIBLY CAN! THAT'S A PROMISE! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! I am SURE plenty of others will also GLADLY, WISELY, BEAUTIFULLY, KINDLY AND WISELY help you out as well! I AM SURE OF THAT! THAT'S A PROMISE! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! Sending Many Safe, Warm Hugs To BOTH You, @fluffynomore, Your Family, Your Friends, Your Doctors, Your Therapists, ALL The People You Love And Accept For WHO THEY TRULY ARE Who ALSO Love You And Accept You For WHO YOU TRULY ARE As Well! Keep fighting and keep rocking! I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY that you're GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS and that you're HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY! I TRULY, DEEPLY AM! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING! PLEASE NEVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!