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Old Oct 30, 2019, 07:48 PM
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The thing that happened to my life in the last week is so horrible that I don't feel prepared to mention it. The sorrow is reaching me slowly and it is better that way.

But I just wanted to share that feeling when it's late at night and you are exhausted because you have been hurting all day, and trying to function anyway, and keeping yourself together to not freak out your family (if you are blessed to have one supporting family)?

Like now it is 1:48 AM, I have just been sitting through 3 sitcom episodes and now I feel like I've earned the right to go to bed and close my eyes.
But the enxt thing will be me waking up off guard and being assaulted by fear for the next day, and the next week and the next months... So I will sit here in the dim light, breath and enjoy a bit more.
Thank you all for reading
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Old Oct 31, 2019, 02:58 PM
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Hope the healing process can begin for you soon.
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Old Oct 31, 2019, 03:29 PM
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I am sorry you're hurting, @stefano! I COMPLETELY AGREE with what the WISE and WONDERFUL @Skeezyks has already WISELY AND WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY WHOLE AND ENTIRE LIFE! PLEASE DO LISTEN TO WHAT THE WISE AND WONDERFUL @Skeezyks has already WISELY and WONDERFULLY said BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY WHOLE AND ENTIRE LIFE! Please don't let these feelings discourage you from fighting back. You are stronger than you think! PROMISE! Please keep us posted and let us know how it works out for you! We are here for you if you need someone to talk to or vent to! THAT'S A PROMISE I PROMISE YOU THAT! YOU CAN COUNT ON ALL OF US! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING! I'd also suggest to see a Therapist or a Pdoc if you aren't already and if you keep struggling with your Thoughts or if you have SI! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @stefano, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK? PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?
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Old Oct 31, 2019, 03:38 PM
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Old Oct 31, 2019, 08:07 PM
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Thank you everyone. I suppose the healing has begun already. The moment you are wounded, the healing begins. You have to withstand the pain.
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Old Oct 31, 2019, 08:13 PM
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Stefano I'm so sorry you're in such pain.
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Old Nov 02, 2019, 10:27 AM
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Thank you for sharing. I founs your posts very relatable. I like the idea of beginning healing the moment we are wounded. That is exactly what I needed to hear.

I am sorry you are having a hard time. I definitely relate and I am so thankful you opened up. It is comforting to not feel alone.
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