[puzzclar]

I am writing a paper for my class and discovered the emotional neglect was the trigger to my depression.u emailed my t but I won't hear back until maybe tomorrow. I need to dig deeper but not in this paper. There's just so much to discuss... That I am getting overwhelmed.

I need it to happen quickly, the talking part. I need to let down my walls and the walls behind those. I am taking a leave of absence from school. I don't like it but it's the best option. I need to discover a new life.

I found out about a program called Lifebook. I have 6 weeks to complete it then it's free. I have so much to do. And not enough energy. I need sleep but my mind won't shut off. It keeps thinking. And plotting my next move.

Am I over thinking again?

[Thirty shades]

I have been in a similar place before.

By being busy we avoid what we really need to address internally.

My brain got so bad, I could barely concentrate at all. Stress causes low energy for me too.

A leave of absence sounds like the right thing

[puzzclar]

Now just to get to May 10. I have more of one paper done but I'm afraid the other paper may not be done on time either.

I'm just so tired.

I'm finding more than ever about myself. And wanting to run and hide from the papers. Like I want to stay in this depression.

But that doesn't make sense.

Thank you for posting!!

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Thirty shades

I have been in a similar place before.

By being busy we avoid what we really need to address internally.

My brain got so bad, I could barely concentrate at all. Stress causes low energy for me too.

A leave of absence sounds like the right thing

Good post.

Respect and appreciation to all