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Grand Poohbah
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Nov 14, 2020 at 06:20 PM
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It’s been a long time since I posted in here.
The last few nights I’ve been getting some self destructive thoughts. Last night, was to start skipping meals again  Tonight to start skipping meds again. And well, it’s all downhill from here really.
Possible trigger:
I’ve been doing so well, and I’m terrified I’m about to throw that all away. But at the same time, I’m not sure I want to stop myself. There’s part of me that’s telling me I’m way overdue this self punishment and I guess I believe it.. __________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin Last edited by CANDC; Dec 22, 2020 at 04:44 PM.. Reason: remove method of ending life |
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